ABOUT US
PROFILE
I am a Jewish Christian musician/writer who has believed in Jesus (Yeshua HaMashiach) & been born again for 21 years. I am in my fifties.
I am a musician - a worshipper and have written and played piano since age 4. I knew I was put on this earth to do music and that it is holy since I was small. One time my mom was trying to talk to me while I was playing, and I remember thinking 'doesn't she know this is holy and she shouldn't interrupt?"
I have a BA in music from Brown University and a Masters in Jazz Composition from N. E. Conservatory. After NEC I led my own jazz band for 7 years and put out records of my music. I had 3 singers in my band. After I became a Christian, God healed me and gave me a singing voice that I did not have before, as a testimony to the healing power of Jesus.
I have always been an unusual person. As a kid I used to prefer to sleep on a couch in the living room near the piano; pianos have always been altars to God for me.
I was always interested in anything strange. My 6th grade science project was on ESP. My interest in UFOS led me to meet Carl Sagan, the astronomer who was an exobiologist. Exobiology is the study of the origin of life. I went to Brown so I could make up my own major; exobiology. I worked in Sagan’s office one summer.
Sagan always publicly denied UFOs were real, but I am sure he was lying. The evidence is overwhelming and I am sure he had access to it. God has shown me that the Roswell crash in l947 of aliens is true. Sagan only admitted the truth in his fiction book, "Contact”. I read somewhere that Henry Kissinger was on the “alien study committee that decided not to reveal the truth about aliens publicly.”
At Brown my interest in space led me to the planetary geology dept, to people who worked on Apollo and Viking missions. I was a planetary geology major for 2 years and then my junior year, my mother died. I went to the Eastman school of music for a summer jazz arranging course & then returned to Brown as a music major, getting a BA in music. Her influence had been in a more intellectual direction; she used to say you’ll get a Ph.D. (in science). After her death, the pull toward my true calling, music, got stronger. I remember applying for an internship at Jet Propulsion lab working on space missions, and when asked what I could contribute, I wrote “I could write a theme song”.
My mother also used to say “when you find what you should be doing, it will be like you can do no wrong.” When I went to New England Conservatory for a masters in jazz composition, it was like this. I wrote a song cycle called “the Awakening of the Spirit”.
Later I spent a few years doing street evangelism while selling my books, talking to Harvard students about my Christian faith. It was fun. I was effective because I have a diverse background.
I was raised by 2 NY Jewish lawyers; so i know how lawyers think. I was one, by osmosis. I was trained to be very analytical; anytime I made a mistake, They would ask me why I did something. My sister used to say “i’m sorry” and I remember thinking “how come she gets away with that?” God showed me later that he gave me lawyers for parents so I could defend my faith.
I was a science major for 3 years at Brown, studying all the sciences (biology, chemistry, geology, quantum physics) so I know how scientists think.
See my article “Letter to a Scientist/atheist”.
My curiosity about the nature of the universe went from the sciences to the theological. There are more answers through theology and actual experiences with God, which for me are undeniable, than there are from intellectual philosophizing about the nature of the universe and truth. Many theologians do NOT have a personal relationship with God; hence their ideas are theoretical, with no basis in reality.
I read new age books for 10 years before becoming a Christian. There is much deception in the new age movement; it is a front for the demonic. Two of their common lies are that hell is not real, and that the bible is mistranslated so one can’t trust it, to justify all the new age channeled books that tell a different gospel.
The new testament warns us that many will come and preach a ‘different Jesus’. Jesus himself warned that the devil masquerades as an angel of light, so how much more so his followers who masquerade as ministers of the gospel. The devil has infiltrated every manmade institution including the church, to deceive people.
See my article "letter to Burt, a new ager on Spiritual Deception” http://www.1prophetspeaks.com
I practiced Transcendental Meditation for 10 years. I took a class called the Science of Creative Intelligence which explained their philosophy, watching videos of Maharishi Mahesh Yogi constantly giggling.
I would not do TM now because it opens one up to Hindu deities or gods, which the mantras invoke. (they told us they were meaningless sounds but that is a lie) Meditation opens one up to the spiritual realms, which has both good and evil elements. Without Jesus, one may not know how to protect oneself from the evil. Jesus' name has authority in the spiritual realm over the demonic. I had some powerful negative experiences due to becoming more ‘psychic’ from meditating. I had become more open to the negative as well as the positive, and did not know to use the name of jesus to protect myself from it. Also, continuing the mantra was an opening to the negative. I needed to stop doing it and get rid of all my new age books which were an opening. I eventually did this.
My Christian mentor, a Russian pentacostal told me “if you get rid of your books, you will be singing better.” He meant all the books that contradicted the bible, new age, philosophy, psychology, science. I did this, and sure enough, my chest opened up and my voice got a lot louder. Spiritual oppression was being removed. When I got rid of the books by Freud that I had inherited from my mother, I felt something around my head go away. It was some kind of mental oppression. What was also happening was that as I made the environment more sanctified, god’s spirit felt more comfortable and He blessed it more. His peace was there and he was more willing to put His spirit there when I worshipped.
Another Christian pentacostal friend had also come to my apt and said she saw a vision of Jesus in the room, looking away from us When I asked what she thought it meant, she said “he doesn’t feel comfortable here. Would you feel comfortable in a place with lies about you? This made intuitive sense to me and persuaded me to remove the books.
A similar thing happened to me years later in a psych hospital. They would write lies down about people in their charts. The more they wrote, the more agitated I felt. I got hold of my chart and flushed it down the toilet. Immediately, the peace of God came to me.
I was #2 in my high school on Long Island, NY.
#1 was the younger brother of my boyfriend who was #1 in his class, who went to Harvard. Years later, I ran into him and he told me that he liked Gospel music. I asked him, “did it ever occur to you that the REASON you like it is because it’s true (that Jesus is the Messiah). We were both Jewish. The genius from HARVARD said “OH, THAT NEVER OCCURED TO ME.” We get a good feeling from something because our spirit inside us bears witness to it. Gospel music invokes the spirit of God, which is love and makes us feel good.
I became a Christian because of the worship at a house Church of the Vineyard Christian Fellowship. Their music is used in many evangelical churches and has revolutionized worship over the last 20 years. Bob Dylan also got saved through a Vineyard church. They have a powerful music ministry.
They sing TO God not ABOUT God like the old hymns; this invokes God’s presence in a a powerful way. Dylan said “I trust the music”.
I felt filled with love, which was from the presence of the Holy Spirit responding to their worship of God/Jesus. When we get a warm feeling in our chest, that is called Getting a witness of the Holy Spirit; it means something is from God. The Holy Spirit also manifests as a kind of tingly energy on one’s head, or a palpable sense of Peace. The psalms say “God inhabits the praises of His people. So worship invokes God’s spirit. Reading the bible also invokes his spirit and aids Him to speak to us, in our thoughts. One song I remember from that time is Holy & Annointed One by Brian Doerksen. You can listen to it on Youtube.
Shortly after this first prayer meeting, I asked God to verify if Jesus was the messiah. I had a dream where 2 scriptures came to me. Jeremiah 31:31 and Zech 12-14. Jeremiah 31:31 talks about a NEW COVENANT: “I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel, not like the one I made with them when I took them by the hand out of Egypt, which they brake, even though I was an husband to them...I will put my law in their inward parts...and forgive their sins. “ This is about being filled with the Holy Spirit, and sending Jesus as the atonement for sin. John 1:17 says “the law came by Moses, but grace and truth come by jesus christ.”
My articles “The Trinity & the Schma” and “Do you believe God speaks to You” are relevant to Jews. God speaks to all people, in our thoughts. Everyone needs to know this. Our conscience is God.
I wrote a song GLORIFY YOUR NAME which was a song for healing and restoration. You can listen to it on my website. I sing in tongues on it.
Living in a Church as an intercessor
5 years after becoming a Christian I lived in a church for 2 years, worshipping/praying and being trained as an intercessor. God led me to that place by having me meet someone from a Brazilian church who asked me to join their worship team. I ended up staying in the building all the time, getting involved with the other congregations who met there as well. One time one of my Brazilian friends prophesied to me, “I’ve put you in this church. I’m gonna use you to bless the church and judge the church.” I used to pray at night for the people in the other congregations, then watch the effects of my prayers during the worship service the next day. The leader of one of their worship teams said “God seems to be blessing us.” At a prophetic prayer meeting around that time in another state, someone said to me, “you’re like the lifeblood of the church.”
Living in a Synagogue
I lived in a temple for 7 months, doing the same thing, as an undercover agent, playing and at praying for Jews.
I also read the Talmud. I find the long discourses on picayune minutae to be oppressive. It is the same type of thinking as legal thinking; when one reads the reasoning of Supreme Court rulings, it is the same problem, avoiding big issues by creating multitudes of little ones, avoidance games of the truth. They invent criteria and tests for things to justify avoiding dealing with big issues and just ruling on subsets or smaller ones.
It is using cleverness to avoid the truth. I learned how to do that as a child. One time, there was a half of ice cream sandwich in the freezer. I ate it. My dad asked me, “did you finish the icrecream sandwich?” I said, “No, that was half number one. Someone else ate half number two first, so I didn’t finish it, I started it.” He roared.
From my intercession, the whole city was blessed; all fall and winter, while I was there, it never went below 50 and we had no snow. One prophet/intercessor standing in the gap for a place can protect them. One night I started weeping, and God said to me, "I am weeping for my people". He was showing me his feelings about the jews and their ignorance about Jesus being the messiah. The rabbis have been lying by omission for 2000 years about the truth about Jesus; they don't read Isaiah 53 in the liturgy in the yearly schedule, since it is obviously describing jesus. Jesus’ Hebrew name YESHUA means SALVATION.
The prophet Hosea said “my people suffer for lack of knowledge.” He meant knowledge of God. The jews need to know that not only does Jesus bring salvation, HE HEALS. Jesus healed people as a testimony to who he was; the Son of God, the Messiah. And the Holy Spirit heals today when we pray in Jesus name, also as a testimony to the truth about Jesus. People don’t die of diseases; they die of spiritual ignorance of the truth, and that is one reason God was weeping. The Jews need to be told the truth.
Healing
I have been healed several times of diseases by rebuking the spirits which cause mental and physical illness. Jesus gave his followers authority to do this. Spirits can jump around thru verb al or physical contact. I have had spirits of depress- jump on me from someone who had it; I rebuked it or coughed and it left.
When I was in jail, where the devil attacks people mentally, he attacked me physically one time with a serious disease, on the back of my hand. Several people saw it and asked "what's that?"
I heard the word "melano-" in my spirit. (I don't use the whole words when writing because that can invoke the spirit. In speaking, I spell them) I asked God what to do, and he said to pray for it to go away. I said "I rebuke this mela- in Jesus name" and it was gone overnight.
I had asthm- one time. I went to church and the pastor said to rebuke it. I did; it left.
I had a sexual disease, Herp-; it was a result of sexual sin. I spontaneously repented of it, and felt a heat go thru my whole body. I Knew I was healed. God spoke to me, and said " Don't do it again or it will come back." I didn’t, so it didn't. I proved my healing by drinking a can of cocoa, since that was known to trigger an outbreak of it; but nothing happened. So I knew I WAS HEALED. See my article “Do you need healing mental or physical?”
Peace in Ireland
I had a powerful experience as an intercessor in April l998 when I was playing in a university chapel used by protestants and catholics to pray in . I was playing and singing in tongues, feeling the power of God all over me. I had no idea what I was doing. I heard myself sing "shalom" many times, which means "peace" in Hebrew A man came in and listened, then said "thank you I feel ilke I can go home now." I asked where he was from and he said "Ireland". The next day, the front page of the newspaper said "Peace in Ireland". They had just signed the Good Friday peace accords. I asked God , did you use me to pray for that? And the Holy Spirit fell on me with Power, which meant "YES".
I have experienced Heaven and Hell.
Living in a church and worshipping was Heaven for me.
Being in jails and mental hospitals was hell.
I spent 8 months in solitary confinement in prison and 7 years total in psych hospitals.
My vision for 24 hour worship, BLUEPRINT FOR REVIVAL, is also in the book Manual for Transformational Healing ; and is a mini book on my website at http://www.1prophetspeaks.com. It comes out of my experience living in a church for 2 years and worshipping at night. This was heaven for me; I felt angels touching me continually as I worshipped, stroking my head. I and others heard them singing as we prayed, So I know they are real. Psalm 91 says “he will cover you with his feathers.” One time while worshipping I had a vision of angels touching me with their wings, and I could feel them as this happened. A confirmation of the Psalm.
As I worshipped, God healed me and gave me a loud singing voice I did not previously have.
God has allowed tastes of hell on earth so we can believe such a place really exists. The prophet Ezekiel says Hell is down in the earth. Examples of hell on earth are wars, the holocaust, jails and mental hospitals.
Mental hospitals and jails are the devil’s house. There is more demonic attack; people get attacked mentally there. I spent months in prison, in solitary. It was spiritual bootcamp. I launched prayers and God showed me the tricks of the devil to try to steal them, by attacking my mind. It is where i learned to ignore the devil (90% of the time) or rebuke him(l0%). God would say to me “keep your focus”.
One experience that started then and has stayed with me is that when I launched prayers, I would see a jet trail in the sky as a sign that my prayer was launched. If I started to doubt the prayer, it would fizzle. If I had a conflicting thought, I would see another trail crossing it. I would ask God what happened, and He would say “it got aborted”. God was showing me signs of what was happening in the spiritual realm as a response to my thoughts and prayers. Thoughts and words are all energy and they go into the spiritual realm and affect the world. When I got out, God said to me, "use what you've learned'.
All prophets spend time alone with God. In the church, praying was easy; it is God's house. In prison, it was grueling, since that is the devil's house. God is always with us but it is more restful when the devil is not around. This is why God wants churches to be open 24 hours; so people have holy places to rest in God’s house and pray. People need places to escape from the pollution of the world. Churches are spiritual sanctuaries. Some people say “you can pray anywhere “ but if one does it in a contaminated place there are openings for other spirits.
I am not comfortable in Catholic churches because of the statues. Jews are never comfortable in catholic churches because they know statues are idolotry, a violation of the commandment not to make graven images. They are openings for unclean spirits.
Synagogues are also unclean, because of the Jewish stars. They are occult. The prophet Amos rebuked the jews saying “you have made the star of your god”. They were a symbol of another god or demon. The fact that they are called the Star of David is a misnomer; he never used it. His son Solomon put it on his shield; he got it from Egypt. So it is a symbol that invoked Egyptian false gods or demons. Bob Dylan has the same witness; he called it the “Egyptian star”.
I felt cleanest in a Christian church with just a cross, not a crucifix. Jesus is no longer on the Cross: he is in heaven.
I hitched around the country with truckers for 4 months, being used prophetically and being shown things prophetically.
There have been many 7s in my life, which is God’s number.
I led my own jazz/funk band for 7 years. I ran my own music production co. & record label.
After becoming a Christian:
I taught in the public schools for 7 years.
I spent 7 years (not continual) in psych hospitals being a witness to & against atheistic psychiatry & their genocide by toxic drugs. Having been on them, I know they are torture & cause mental illness rather than cure it.
Teaching
God moved me into teaching (substitute and music) in the public schools; I warned kids about the demonic music they listen to that makes them mentally ill (heavy metal, rap, hard rock, blues etc) and was a witness to the atheistic secular humanistic agenda in the public school system. They are deliberately dumbing down the population thru education to prepare them for the one world goverment, new world order.
I saw a fair amount of witchcraft in the schools. One middle school teacher had the students write stories invoking Egyptian gods, and told them not to tell their parents about the assignment . This is an example of witchcraft being used as a creativity enhancing tool. The students told me she was a witch.
At another school I had a class of special ed kids that were incredibly violent. They were literally climbing the walls and running all over the school. The principal told me to bring them to a sped teacher who had control over them. She let then play with a ouija board! I realized this was where the demonic influences on them were coming from. Ouija boards are spiritually dangerous; they can open people to possession adn this is exactly what was happening. I took out my bible to warn the kids what it said about divination being an abomination and bringing curses on people. She protested about my bible. One kid said he knew I was right.
This was also like being an undercover agent. As a sub nobody paid that much attention to what I taught; I had more freedom to talk to kids about God and warn them about the demonic music they listened to. I was a witness against the secular atheistic system which abused the kids and dumbed them down. Kids that were labeled special ed were being abused by the system; I used to tell them the problem was not them, but the system, to repair their self-esteem. I remember one kid telling me, in tears, that the work they were given was boring and repetitive. I told him to complain to the principal; who then told me NOT to tell the kids to stand up for their rights! They just wanted obedient serfs.
God wants Christians to be substitutes in the public schools. It is an important ministry. One day I was asking God what he wanted me to do, and went to get my mail, and right on the cover of a Christian magazine was “Save Our Children”.
I would not send my own kids to the public schools, at this point. They are too heavily invested in brainwashing kids in a secular/atheistic worldview to prepare them for world government. I taught in the early l990’s; I am sure it has gotten worse. Homeschooling or Christian schools are better.
John Rawlings Rees, a psychiatrist who was head of the World Federation of Mental Health in l948 said their goal was to infiltrate 4 areas of society; the church, education, the legal system and the medical profession. He said the medical and legal system were harder. They have done it. I have experience and have been a witness in all 4 areas. I was involved in worship in the church and lived in churches as an intercessor. I taught in the public schools 7 years. I spent 7 years in psych hospitals and interacting with the legal system at court hearings related to mental health issues. My parents were also lawyers so I speak legalese and know how lawyers think.
Rees was addressing the social engineers who run the mental health system, who are really masons, which at the top level are devil worshippers. A lot of these people are psychiatrists. The first time I was at a psych hospital, I kept seeing a truck that said WB MASON; I sensed God was hinting that masonry was behind psychiatry; and my research proved this true. Dr Robert Hanna Felix, head of the NIMH, was also director of psychiatric research for Scottish Rite masonry 32nd level, and ran MKULTRA, a CIA program that brainwashed assassins. 32nd level masonry is devil worship; the handbook, which I have seen, was written by Albert Pike, a Sata-ist, who said “we worship the Luciferian principle, but we don’t tell the lower levels this.” So sata-ists, as masons, as psychiatrists, are running the mental health system. This explains why they have an ant-Christian genocide agenda. Psychiatry is atheistic; their definitions of mental illness are premised on an atheistic anti-spiritual worldview; as a result many Christians and others with spiritual experiences are falsely called schizophrenic. God made me a witness to this and had me write a book exposing it – Manual for Transformational Healing-God’s Answer to Psychiatry, FREE at http://www.1prophetspeaks.com.
Both the education system and the mental health system work together to brainwash the population for the new word order agenda of the social engineers. (For evidence of the real agenda of psychiatry, being the new world order, mind control, atheism, see quotes at http://www.psychquotes.com)
Atheistic psychiatry and psychology is behind education. The education schools are run by atheistic behaviorist psychologists who go back to Germany; Wilhelm Wundt, a behaviorist psychologist trained BF Skinner the behaviorist. They use behavior modification, and pavlovian operant conditioning which comes from Russia, as educational systems to train students. Benjamin Bloom the founder of OBE, Outcome Based Education, said the purpose of education is to “change the thoughts feelings and behaviors of students”. NOT teach them to read, write and think critically.
Sam Blumenfeld at http://www.howtotutor.com and Charlotte Iserbyt at http://www.DumbingDownofAmerica.com have testified to the hidden agendas in education. Blumenfeld in The Trojan Horse in Educatiion wrote about the social engineers using reading methods which created reading disorders such as dyslexia, deliberately. Iserbyt is a former government whistleblower exposing their hidden agendas. As a teacher I also saw evidence of what they write.
Social engineers such as the Rockefellers have funded every area of society. John D Rockefeller funded the Southern Education Board . Their goal was to train farmers to be better farmers, not aspire to higher callings such as professions, the arts, writing or academia. He said “I want workers, not thinkers.” They funded an experimental school at the U. Of Chicago. Their kids went there. Nelson Rockefeller had lifelong trouble reading, due to the experimental methods they used. This is the same system that has caused many people to have reading disorders, including dyslexia and resultant behavior problems. See my article “Dyslexia” at http://www.1prophetspeaks.com.
George Brock Chisholm, a Canadian psychiatrist who was the first head of the World Federation of Mental health, in l948 said “the purpose of education is to prepare students for world government.” He railed against religion, God, families and patriotistm. He said the purpose of therapy is to eradicate morality. He wanted to eradicate the notion of good and evil, and sin. They want atheism to be the religion of the future.
Witness Against the Mental Health System
Someone had prophesied over me at a Christian prayer meeting at a school for prophets in Florida, on my birthday in l997: "I’m gonna use you to write a manual". 2 years later I was sent to a hospital after a court clinician, an atheist, said to me, "if you believe in the bible, you're mentally ill." The title of the book came to me in a dream.
I became a witness against the mental health system, and wrote the book, Manual for Transformational Healing - God's Answer to Psychiatry, which is a prophetic book that God had me write exposing atheistic psychiatry &; their toxic drugs, which are deadly, BY DESIGN ; & how to be healed of mental/physical illness through prayer/worship in Jesus' name.
I spent 7 years in the system. (not continually) I asked God why so long, and he said “to be a witness”. The 2nd time I was there I asked God why, and he said “I made you a witness to all this. I didn’t give you that book to have it sit in a closet”. He was reminding me to publish it. He later told me to publish it FREE on the internet.
The first time I set foot in a psych hospital as a patient, I heard "Rail rail against the dying of the light" from a Dylan Thomas poem, "Do not go gently into that good night". God was telling me to scream bloody murder about what I was about to see and experience.
I also heard God say to me, “The covering over this place is sorcery”. In Deut 18, the Old Testament, it says that Sorcery is an abomination to God. It is the use of invocation of spirits to control people. The drugs are the mechanism for this; they are openings for demonic spirits. The Greek root for pharmacy is pharmakaeia which translates as ‘drugs, sorcery’. So the definition is telling us that the drugs are openings for spirits. And the bible says that mental and physical illnesses are caused by demonic spirits. This is why the psych meds cause mental illness rather than cure it. The new testament solution to mental and physical illness is to rebuke the spirits in jesus name. Jesus did it and told his followers to do it. It works. I know from experience. All drugs that affect the mind are openings for demonic spirits, including caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, pot, lsd, cocaine etc & all psych meds, which are worse than the other drugs in many cases.
I was on the drugs; they are all torture. They make it hard to think, speak and pray. They cause soul murder initially, and physical murder later. I know people that have died from them, from side effects and from being driven to suicide by them. They harmed my creativity and relationship with God. Due to the memory loss from the drugs, I forgot scriptures and worship songs I used to play while worshipping/praying.
I wrote a song “Glorify Your name” which is a prayer for restoration. Every time I tried to play something else, it turned back into that song. This went on for 2 years. I met a mental health worker outside later I knew from there, who told me that hearing that song over and over saved his life; it was healing him. 2 of the lines are “Let your people be restored. Fill us with your spirit Lord.”
Mental hospitals are concentration camps. The system is a continuation of the Nazi genocide agenda, against the mentally ill, Christians, Jews, Blacks, the poor, & others. The Nazis used psychiatry to kill mental patients with drugs. And they used atheistic psychiatry to call Christians mentally ill to kill them covertly This continues. 90% of the patients I saw were not ill; they were Christians. 90% of the dr's are atheists. The problem is theological, not medical.
The idea that mental illness is caused by chemical imbalances is a BIG LIE to sell drugs, and commit genocide by calling it treatment. The drugs are toxic and deadly by design.
Aldous Huxley’s prophetic book Brave New World described a fascist society where everyone is controlled, by drugs. He was an insider and knew the plans of the social engineers. He said, “A scientific fascism will be easy to sell the masses.”
Read my article “ Mental Health System is a FRONT for Nazi Genocide” which has excerpts from the important book The Men Behind Hitler-a German warning to the world” by Bernhard Schrieber. He is talking about psychiatrists and the social engineers who supported eugenics and euthenasia and sterilization/abortion who supported Hitler and run mental health. It is the history behind what I saw as a witness in the system of the genocide of the mentally ill and of Christians being falsely called mentally ill.
On Psychiatric Genocide:
"In the 14-year period between 1950 and 1964, more Aerican deaths occurred in state and county mental institutions than in all of the nation's armed conflicts beginning with the Revolutionary War and ending with the Persian Gulf War. Between 1965 and 1990, the total number of mental-hospital inpatient deaths exceeded the number of battle deaths in the same wars by 70 percent. Inpatient deaths topped out at 1,103,000 during this 25-year period, compared with 650,563 recorded deaths in battles."
Kelly Patricia O’Meara: "The Forgotten Dead of St. Elizabeth's", Insight Magazine, June 16, 2001
From http://www.psychquotes.com
Psychiatry is atheism masquerading as science
Any Christian would be called schizophrenic by atheistic doctors; and millions have. Doctors’ 2nd question is always “Do you hear voices?” It is their trap question. Anyone who answers “ Yes I hear God or demons” is thought by them to have auditory hallucinations which they consider to be a symptom of psychosis. It is how they are trained. They think the spiritual realm is not real, so this must be imaginary; a hallucination. The bible explicitly testifies to the reality of God and demons.
It is normal Christian theology to hear voices; Jesus said "my sheep hear my voice" John 10:27. It says there is wisdom from above and wisdom from below (James ch 3). “Wisdom from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy.” (james 3:17) Wisdom from below is “earthly, sensual, devlish” james 3:17
Everyone hears voices as thoughts in our head; they come from the spiritual realm. The word inspiration means "a spirit goes into it". The Holy Spirit has been on the earth for 2000 years, talking to everyone, in our thoughts. People hear from God all the time but don't realize it is Him. Our conscience is God.
It has been my experience that most psychiatrists are theologically ignorant and need to be educated.
I spoke to one dr. In a jail, who told me he was a Christian. Then he asked me, “Do you hear voices?” I said ‘ why are you even asking me that question-Jesus said “my sheep hear my voice”; to which he replied, “Oh, you make a good point.”
I was at a court commitment hearing where a doctor was testifying “she has hallucinations. She says she hears from the god”. (he was Indian). My lawyer, a Christian, asked him, “what do you THINK happens when people pray?” He said “I have no idea”. His ignorance was exposed to the judge and we won the hearing. I have concluded that all that is necessary at these hearings is to expose the fact that when dr’s claim someone hallucinates, this refers to spiritual experiences of hearing God, and it is normal Christian theology to do so. I have met some doctors who Do know Christian theology and do not regard these beliefs/experiences as mental illness. One of the purposes of my book was to educate people who work in mental health so they can repent of their error and sin against the patients by falsely diagnosing them (in addition to “treating” them with the toxic drugs, which is always sin).
The mental health system is unconstitutional and violates our 1st amendment religious freedom rights and human rights and needs to be abolished. It violates the 13th anti-slavery amendment since they use patients as medical experiment guinea pigs involuntarily, which is involuntary servitude, or slavery. This is a violation of the anti-slavery amendment. They lie and say it is "treatment" as a cover, when it is really torture and abuse. The drugs are all toxic and deadly, and cause mental and physical illness.
It is a continuation of the nazi genocide agenda, against the mentally ill and Christians and jews. It is also being used to depopulate the planet using healthcare as a cover. See my article " The new world order - a warning to Christians jews and everyone.”
Dr Peter Breggin has written many books warning about toxic psych meds and uncovered how the nazis murdered mental patients using drugs and gases, the T4 program, which was covert. http://www.breggin.com
My book takes this one step further, showing that the genocide of the mentally ill was a covert agenda against Christians. Psychiatry was behind the nazi genocide, and is the continuation of it. Shrieber’s book testifies to this also. When one connects the dots between Shreiber’s book, Breggin’s work, Jim Marrs’ book The Rise of the 4th Reich, and mine, it become evident that Psychiatry is a Front for continued genocide of Christians.
The Nazis were not Christians; they were occultists, devil worshippers. The Hitler youth sang a song which said “we have no need of Christian virtue; A.H. is our savior”. The Nazis pretended to be catholics, so as not to tip off the Christian population of their real agenda of Christian genocide. But Hitler passed laws forbidding the churches to preach against the nazi regime.
See my article “Psychiatry, Nazis & the 4th Reich” which has an interview with Jim Marrs, author of The Rise of the 4th Reich. He documents how the nazi scientists and psychiatrists came to the US after WWII under Operation Paperclip, running the CIA and NASA. In the CIA they continued their mind control and torture experiments, brainwashing assassins for political purposes in a program MKULTRA. They were behind the murders of RFK, MLK, John Lennon and countless others. Researchers have indicated nazi connections to JFK as well. JFK gave a speech warning about a ruthless conspiracy referring to secret societies saying he intended to warn the american people. Shortly after that, he was killed. Bill Clinton apologized for MKULTRA. When these programs get discovered, they change the names and continue them. Marrs says “it makes you wonder who won the war”.
God also showed me that Freemasonry was behind mental health. When I was first at a hospital I kept seeing a truck that said WB MASON. I sensed it was a hint from God about masonry being relevant. My subsequent research verified this.
The masons are devil worshippers at the top level. I have seen the handbook for the 32 level; it says “we worship the Luciferian principle but don’t tell the lower levels this.” It was written by Albert Pike, a Sata-ist. Dr Robert Hanna Felix, a 32nd level mason ran the National Institute of Mental Health and directed research for 32nd level Scottish Rite psychiatric research for masonry. He ran MKULTRA. What this shows is that Sata-ist are running mental health.
The CIA, FBI, Judges and police are mostly masons. This is the conspiracy JFK was referring to. The freemasons are the social engineers whose goal is a world government, the government of the anti-christ prophesied in the book of Revelation. The fact that G. Brock Chisholm said the purpose of education is to prepare students for world government shows the masonic control over education.
Given that masons are sata-ic and run psychiatry, it is no surprise that they have an anti-christian agenda in psychiatry.
On a spiritual level the devil has used jewish psychiatrists in their theological ignorance to genocide Christians, and then masqueraded as Christians to genocide jews, thereby getting the jews to blame Christians for the holocaust.
The court clinician who said to me “if you believe in the bible, you’re mentally ill” was revealing the atheism of the whole system. It showed me how they think. Another experience like this was the first time I was at a hospital, the dr. was asking me if I would be interested in taking a certain drug. I asked “why would I want to?” and he said “so you could learn better”. I thought, how ridiculous. I’m a Brown graduate. I’ve never had any trouble learning. It didn’t dawn on me til later that God was using him to show me the party line they use on patients on general to get them to take the drugs; they falsely CLAIM they help people learn better, but it is a lie. This is the argument for Ritalin and other drugs. When I was involuntarily on the drugs later, it was obvious that they hindered learning; they cause memory problems with short term memory and erase memory & make it hard to think clearly. I remember calling someone multiple times because I couldn’t remember what I wanted to say on the phone. It is all Orwellian doublespeak.
Dr. Peter Breggin in http://www.psychquotes.com says the drugs harm people psychologically and spiritually and do nothing to help learning. He is also telling the truth. The drugs put people in hypnotic trances, so they are more suggestible. The psych hospitals usually have “education” classes where they brainwash the patients into believing they are mentally ill and will need the drugs for the rest of their lives. This is so the drugs companies have a continual market for the drugs. The patients even call themselves “consumers”. Hello! They’re being used. So in a way, the drugs DO help people “learn better” if you call brainwashing learning. What the dr really meant was, “so we can hypnotize you”.
Psychiatry works in conjunction with education, which they control, to brainwash students. They put them on the drugs and then use behavior modification techniques to “teach” them. They use OBE Outcome based education, founded by Benjamin Bloom, who said the purpose of education is to change the thoughts, feelings and actions of students. NOT teach them to read, write and think critically! The whole goal of education is mind control, at this point. The columbine students were an ex. Of this. They were taking a “death education class” and were also on psych meds. One of the shooters said he had nightmares about shooting people after taking this class. They were set up. The drugs hypnotized them and the class brainwashed them. And this is what goes on in psych hospitals. They do it to get the patients/students to commit suicide/homicide because it serves their political agendas of genocide, depopulation & gun control.
They claim mental illness is caused by chemical imbalances. But this is a BIG LIE to sell drugs and justify drugging people to control/kill them.
Robert Whitaker’s book Anatomy of an Epidemic documents that as drug treatments have gone up, so has mental illness. There is no evidence of chemical imbalances before treatment; the drugs cause it, by causing brain damage.
All of the school shooters were on psych meds. (Jim Marrs documents this in The Rise of the 4th Reich They drive people to suicide and homicide.
The reason the psych meds cause mental illness is because they are openings for demonic oppression, as are all drugs which affect the mind, including caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, pot, lsd, cocaine etc. The biblical answer to mental illness is to rebuke the demons in Jesus name. He did it and gave his followers authority to do it. It works.
There are other openings for spiritual oppression as well: sin, bad music, books, art, symbols, occult objects. One needs to evaluate one’s environment and remove such openings. My minibook Spiritual Wisdom talks about this and so does ch 7 of Manual for Transformational Healing.
Spirits can jump around through contact, both verbal and physical. I know this from experience. Pot smokers call it a “contact high”; but it really applies to all drugs. I picked up spirits of depress- more than once by touching someone who had it. I was at a congregation where someone who had it prayed for me, and I left feeling suicidal and crying for no reason, saying “what happened?”. I called my mentor, who prayed over the phone, and it immediately left. Another time, it jumped on me from touching someone who had it, and I was crying. I spontaneously coughed, and it left. This is called self-deliverance. Another time I had it from somewhere, and said “God why am I feeling this? And he said, “you know what to do.” I rebuked the spirit of depress- in Jesus name, and it left.
Caffeine spirits jump through verbal and physical contact. I have noticed myself talking faster when speaking with someone who was drinking it. I believe that parent s with hyper kids are often causing the problem by drinking coffee. If they stop, the kids will calm down. Whatever is around us spiritually will affect those we interact with, so if we use drugs, it will affect friends, families, everyone, including pets. My cat used to go into heat years ago because of the occult books I had in my apt. When I got rid of them, this stopped. Kids and animals are very sensitive spiritually; they act as mirrors.
All my books are free at http://www.1prophetspeaks.com It Includes articles of prophetic warnings to Christians, Jews & everyone about mental health, the new world order, education; water fluoridation, toxic vaccines, microchips (in the healthcare bill) My minibook Spiritual Wisdom is a short version of the longer book Manual for transformational healing. It talks about hearing from God & how to be healed.
My minibook The Power of Words, also ch 11 in Manual for Transformational Healing, talks about the power of words to curse and bless. I have known about this for 30 years, before I was a Christian; born out of my experience where my mother said she would die at a certain age, and then did; making it a self-fulfilling prophecy. (I was 20). She had an older sister who had died at the same age. They had both had the same canc- at the same age. She identified with her sister. Someone may have spoken a curse onto her saying she was just like her.
I am now in my fifties. This was my first connection to psychiatry. My mother took valium and other drugs. She looked hypnotized in pictures, from the drugs. She read Freud, who was an atheist. She said to me, "Freud takes you to a wall and leaves you there" meaning: psychiatry is a dead end. She knew her problems but didn't know the solution. She kept re-confessing negative conditions on herself that she read about; this acted like a curse. Therapy looks backward. God delivers us from the past. Psychiatry is also a dead end from the drugs, which are toxic and deadly.
My mother used to walk around saying “I have a dea—wish, something she got from Freud who said all smokers had this. She was just re-confessing it. Years later i was sitting on my couch in front of a bookshelf, when suddenly a book jumped off the shelf and fell in my lap. It was a book I had inherited from my mother, a book on using hypnosis to stop smoking. She had read it and used it. She had stopped by using self-hypnosis. I heard a tape she made where she talked in a groggy voice. What was revealed to me was the notes she made in the margin of the book. It said “smoking leads to sick-. Which she crossed out and wrote “deat—“. So she had programmed herself to di-. Even though she did stop smoking, the dea- command was still operating subconsciously as a curse, and this is what caused her dea--. Hypnosis is dangerous. It can be an opening for demonic spirits. The bible calls it ‘charmers and enchanters’ and says it is an abomination and anyone who practices it will be cursed. Deut 18. A lot of therapists use it and this is dangerous. The psych meds all put people in a hypnotic trance.
Another aspect of the cursing effect was that because of the curse my mother had spoken on to herself, it defiled others to also speak curses onto her, including myself. So one thing sets in motion others, including words and actions, like a domino effect. The only way to stop any of this is to “break all curses spoken in Jesus name, or “pray the blood of jesus over the person or situation and break any curses”. I am not repeating what I specifically said to her, because I saw that when I originally had it in my book, it was replicating the problem with other people to whom I gave the book. So I took it out. So giving examples is often problematical. One has to speak euphemistically or obliquely to make a point. If one tape records a conversation that says something negative, this can fixate it in the spiritual realm which is dangerous.
This is one reason why so many prominent people have health and relationship issues. All the gossip not only affects them psychologically, but acts like spiritual curses if even if they don’t read it. Having copies of anything negative lying around is worse. But I think one needs to pray to protect oneself from any such negativity. The new testament in Ephesians 6 says to put on the whole armour of God. Gossip and taiebaring is sin, according to the Old testament. If we talk about the sins of others, we curse them to repeat it. If we pray the blood of jesus over them, it can wash away the curse and set them free. This is why criminal records and hospital records are bad. The first can cause people to repeat their sins and the 2nd can cause people to continue to have diseases or conditions from which they could be healed if there were no ‘cross-talk’. When the records are destroyed, there is less hindrance to the prayers for healing.
Freud was a rabid atheist. He said “I regard myself as one of the most dangerous enemies of religion” http://www.psychquotes.
Psalm 1 says “blessed is he who does NOT take the counsel of the ungodly”. Atheistic psychiatry and psychology (90% of both are atheists, and their philosophies are atheistic) is all ungodly counsel. This is why it is a dead end. They lead people to sin. Psychiatrist G. Brock Chisholm, cofounder of the World Federation of mental health, said “the purpose of therapy is to eradicate morality”.
In essence I believe that psychiatry killed my mother; she was influenced by Freud’s atheism and negativity, and put in a hypnoti c trance by the drugs, which made her more susceptible to the negative words . In addition she died when her liver went, and the dr’s thought it must have been a toxic drug interaction, which can cause liver damage. Mixing drugs is very dangerous. This is what happens with many mental patients; they are frequently given multiple drugs (it is rare to only take l); this easily can cause liver damage which is usually fatal. I once prayed about how she died and saw a vision of her mixing 2 things which would confirm what I have said. This common practice of prescribing multiple drugs is how they genocide the patients. It has been shown that psych patients live 20 years less than others; it is from the drugs, not the alleged illnesses. This is by design.
Musicians and writers have a big reponsibility to think about the words they write since they have a powerful impact on themselves & their audiences. Words don't just describe; they INVOKE what we speak about and act like self-fulfilling prophecies. All words are prophetic really. Listening to negative words can invoke curses onto the listeners. The book of james ch 3 warns about the tongue. Proverbs says there is death and life in the tongue. A lot of musicians have written songs that spoke curses onto themselves. John Lennon did this; he prophesied what happened to him. He told others “if anything happens to Yoko and me, it was not an accident” so he knew there were plots. The CIA was tailing him. The government had warned him years earlier they would deport him if he didn’t stop being political. I am not as concerned with that comment ,which was problematical, but also his lyrics. The ballad of John & Yoko prophesied what happened. He wrote other songs that acted ilke curses. His son Julian made the same mistake. I heard a song he wrote where he sings “I JUST WANNA DI—“ (I don’t print the whole word of a curse)
In l981 I met someone on Valentines day who I got romantically involved with. He had been in & out of mental hospitals for 20 years. He was an artist/musician. Their drugs messed him up. He used to talk about the jewish nazi dr's; he was speaking the truth. I met him while composing a musical orchestral score, In Memoriam for John Lennon, whose assassination upset me. I later realized that he was really killed by psychiatry indirectly; since his killer was a brainwashed patsy for the CIA, who used mind control to brainwash assassins for political purposes. Lennon was being trailed by the CIA, and he knew there were plots against him. The CIA in MKULTRA brainwashed assassins for political purposes; including RFK, MLK and many more. While writing that score, I met someone who was yet another victim of psychiatry. Psychiatry has destroyed the creativity of many artists. This happened to me later when I was on the drugs. The CCHR website has a book Harming Artists which documents the abuse of artists by psychiatry. http://www.cchr.com
Traveling
In l997 I hitched around the country for 4 months with truckers. It was quite an adventure. God used me prophetically and showed me things prophetically that he wanted me to testify about.
In Atlanta I saw a man singing Christian songs while wearing a “million man march” button. I asked him if he was a Muslim or a Christian. He said “christian-let me pray for you. “ He held my hand, and said “You’re a prophetess. Go to my church, sing, ” gave me $ 20 and called a cab. I walked into a black church with a woman pastor; I was the only white person. The pastor said to me, “we don’t want to think you’re the devil if you’re not. I sang a song, and she said “I can see you love Jesus. Anything you want to say?” I gave them a message.
I was at a truck stop and asked a driver to go on the CB to see who would give me a ride to Pensacola to the Brownsville Revival there. A man gave me $20 “for the lady who wants to go to Pensacola”. I knew this was God’s way of telling me to go there. People frequently hand me money just as I ask God if I should do something. It means “you’re on the money”. When I got there, God told me to prophesy something at the service. It was a message of correction to what was being preached ; the person was saying something dangerous. I could see the error based on my own personal experience.
There are many more episodes to this travelogue..
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