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This is a message of love, not hate.


Gays are not born that way.  They are MADE that way, by sexual abuse and social engineering. It is NOT their fault!


God doesn’t condemn them.  He knows this.  He said to me about a couple of young gay men “THESE POOR CHILDREN”.


God’s provision for gays is to deliver them from the spirit of homosexuality.  Jesus’ name has authority to do this. I know people who have been delivered.



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Gay people are not an abomination to God; the Behavior Is




One of my best friends in college was gay. I feel the same concern for other gay people as I would for my friend. I would not want to see them get sick, or go to hell. If you see someone on a path that you know to be dangerous and don't warn them, that would be a lack of love. If one didn't care, that indifference is a lack of love. Some have said the opposite of love is indifference, not hate. Many Christians warn gays to repent & be delivered because they are worried about what will happen to them if they don't.



God gave me the scripture Ezekiel 33. It says he is a watchman and is told to warn people of danger and also tell sinners to repent, otherwise their blood will be on his head.



God doesn't condemn you. He loves all his children. But it is not His will for anyone to remain gay. He has made provision for people to get delivered from it, just as He has made provision for anyone to be healed of any disease they might be born with or have aquired in life.



That provision is accepting Jesus as savior, repenting of our sin and asking God to forgive our sin, asking to be filled with the Holy Spirit and asking God to take authority in our lives, to change us to what He would have us be. We can then rebuke the spirit of homosexuality in Jesus name. Or one can ask someone else to pray this way for them to be delivered.



Some people are born with problems due to ancestral curses; this can result in sickness or sin. Others are made that way due to something that happened to them in life, or from their environment.


If we ask for His help, God can heal all trauma and also guide us what to change in our environment that would be an opening for demonic oppression which can tempt people to sin and also cause mental & physical illness.

God's Purpose for Gay People



Every gay person has a potential ministry to other gays after getting saved and transformed by Jesus.  God is in the miracle business. He likes to take people that are really screwed up and transform them, having a testimony to the healing power of Jesus.


Everyone has a Phase 2 ministry




All people have areas of sin and trauma in their lives. Whatever condition we are in before getting saved is Phase 1.  Phase 2 is how God transforms us.  God wants to use our testimony to inspire others to hope for the same thing.
The bigger the differential between Phase 1 and Phase 2, the more powerful and inspiring the testimony.


Someone who was as mass murderer can inspire others who are just as bad, in addition to those who are not as bad.  


This is why capital punishment is a mistake. It thwarts the will of God to change people and use their testimony to help others have hope in Jesus.






Everyone's mistakes are a valuable testimony of what not to do, for others.


We are a mixture of good examples and bad examples. God can use us either way. 


All people have weaknesses; God gives us the strength, through HIS spirit to resist temptations and overcome sins.  Nobody can do it on their own.   God helps people even when they don't realize He is helping them.


There is sin in the world because God gave mankind free will. So people do things that hurt themselves and others, as a result.  God's provision for the trauma and sin is Jesus. He heals us supernaturally by the Holy Spirit which has been on the earth for 2000 years since Jesus sent it from Heaven.


When we worship God through music, it invokes God's spirit. Then he heals us and speaks to us in our thoughts.  We can feel Jesus' love pouring into us. 


I played piano in a church for 2 years alone at night being trained as an intercessor. I felt Jesus pour his spirit into me and he healed me and gave me a loud singing voice I did not have before.


I was raped. I was healed of any trauma from it by going to God and asking Him to heal me. As I worshipped Him in song, God did heal me. This happened after I immediately forgave the person who did it. It is necessary to forgive abusers in order to receive healing & deliverance. Jesus said if we don't forgive others their sins against us, God won't forgive ours. Which means a person can go to hell if they don't forgive others.



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The Need for Forgiveness

I stopped a cop from raping me by preaching to him & then forgave him.




The funniest rape story you ever heard


This is about the same incident. He prayed a very odd spontaneous prayer in reponse to my preaching.




Yes, God considers homosexual acts to be sin. But the good news is God can deliver you, unequivocably. Guaranteed.



To be healed, we need to repent of any sin. God considers homosexual behavior to be sin. God destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah. The word Sodomy, or homosexual sex comes from that. God also doesn't like bestiality, adultery or fornication. In God's eyes, they are all sin. So are the other sins listed in the 10 commandments



Mental & physical illnesses are caused by demonic spirits whose assignments are the names of those diseases. They can be rebuked in Jesus name. I have done it. In order to be healed, we need to repent of any sin first.



I have rebuked canc-, asthma-, depress- in Jesus name & been healed.



I don't print the entire names of diseases because that can invoke that spirit. When speaking I spell them



When people are abused, that is an opening for demonic spirits.


I believe that a lot of homosexuals have been abused and that became the opening for that spirit. People just need to pray to be delivered from the spirit of homosexuality. Fasting is necessary for deliverance.



I know people that have been delivered of homosexuality.



I have a friend who went to a church, the pastor prayed over him to be delivered from homosexuality, and he was 'slain in the spirit' and delivered.



I met another teenager who was gay; I told him to go to a Pentecostal church. He went & got delivered. I asked how he felt & he said “great”.



Go to a pentecostal or charismatic church & ask someone to pray for you. Or God could do it just alone with you and Him. Ask Him what to do. He will tell you in your thoughts. He may think it necessary to get help from someone else. If you ask for His help and someone invites you to a pentecostal church, that is probably God answering your prayer and leading you to where he will heal you.



When we step out in faith, God meets us. If you go to a church and nothing happens, it may be the wrong church. Or you could go to the wrong church, but God would send someone there just to meet you and pray for you, who doesn't normally go to that church.



Churches that don't believe in the bible as being true, the liberal churches, do not have the authority to heal. They don't see the same miracles and healings as fundamentalist churches that honor God's word and believe in healings and miracles. Pentecostal and charismatic churches, where they pray in tongues, are the right kind of churches to see God move with Power.



If a person is born with a disease or affliction, it may be due to a curse due to the sins of their ancestors. In that case, one needs to pray for Jesus' blood to wash away the curse. I knew someone who did astrology, and his son had m.s.. I knew this was a curse due to his sin.



The l0 commandments say people can suffer curses due to the sins of their ancestors. But Jesus' atonement is God's provision to remove that curse.



Homosexuality is a sin.



A person can be delivered from it by renouncing any sin and commanding the spirit to leave in Jesus' name. Even if a person is "born gay", that doesn't mean it is God's will for them to stay that way. Some people are born blind or with illnesses. It is God's will to heal them, and He does.



God's provision for homosexuality is to deliver the person from that condition.



They need to renounce the sin and rebuke the spirit that causes it, in Jesus name.



The spirit may have come to them due to curses of their ancestors, or being abused, or from their environment.



God didn't create gay people to condemn them. He loves all of his children. He may have allowed someone to be a sinner or afflicted for the purpose of creating a glorious testimony of having delivered and healed them. I think he allows people to do evil for a long period of time just to be an object lesson in how He can transform the worst sinner. He uses sinners this way, for his purposes. It is a more powerful testimony to the transformative power of God than with someone who was not such a big sinner. He used the apostle Paul this way. People who have a history of drug addiction, mental illness, criminal behavior, physical illness, etc can have a powerful ministry to inspire others that if God can heal them and change them, he can help anyone.



Leviticus 18:22 says "thou shalt now lie with mankind as womankind; it is an abomination."



Jesus did not say anything in the new testament about gays, but the Apostle Paul did, inspired by the Holy Spirit, in Romans. 1:27:



"men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompense of their error which was meet."



receiving in themselves that recompense of their error”- in other words, the result of their sin, in their bodies, is sickness, i.e. AIDS. They can be healed of AIDS when they repent of the sin which caused it. It is always God's will to heal us, when we repent of the sin which caused it.



There is no disease that God can't heal.



Jesus said “with God all things are possible." Matt 19:26




Jesus told his followers to heal the sick & raise the dead.



"heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give." Matt 10:8



God considers all sexual immorality to be sin, and all of it can lead to sickness. This includes adultery, fornication, homosexuality, bestiality.



The mayor of NYC was a flagrant adulterer. He got prostate canc--. No surprise. God wanted him to repent of his sin.



The 10 commandments say “Thou shalt not commit adultery”.  Exodus 20




The purpose for the sickness is to get our attention to repent of sin.



Because if we don't we could end up in hell. God allows the sickness as a way of letting us know things are not hunky dory in our spiritual life!



Physical illnesses are like lights on a car’s dashboard letting us know there is a problem.



I had a sexually transmitted disease; herp--.When I repented of fornication, God healed me. A heat went thru my body, and God spoke to me, saying “Don't do it again, or it will return.” I didn't, and it didn't.



This is consistent with what Jesus said as he healed others; saying GO AND SIN NO MORE. John 5:14, John 8:11.



Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.



For he that soweth to the flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the spirit reap life everlasting. Galations 6:7-8




Leviticus 18:22 calls Homosexuality“abomination”.



The book of Revelation, written by John, and inspired by the Holy Spirit, says that those who commit 'abomination' will not go to Heaven.



"and there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life.”Revelation 21:27



1Corinthians 6:9 says “Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind” by the Apostle Paul, inspired by the Holy Spirit




SODOMY & God's judgement on Sodom& Gomorrah



The word SODOMY refers to unnatural sex. It has been defined as meaning anal, oral sex either hetero or homosexual. Obviously homosexual sex refers to this.



The word Sodomy comes from SODOM, the city that was destroyed by God for their sins. God destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah in Genesis 18-19 because of their sins which evidently refers to sexual sins, as one reads the account. So the fact that God judged Sodom for sexual immorality, for SODOMY, shows that he considers it to be an abomination.



In the account, 3 angels come to stay with Lot. Then men of the city come and ask Lot to turn them over to them so that they might “know them”. The word “know” often refers to sex in various references. In this case it must also, because Lot's reaction was “I pray you, brethren, do not so wickedly”. Then he offers his daughters to them instead. So clearly in this case it meant homosexual sex. Gen 19:5-8



God had already said before this that the sins of Sodom & Gomorrah are very great, in Gen. 18:20-21:



And the Lord said (talking to Abraham):“Because the cry of Sodom and Gomorrah is great; and because their sin is very grievous;



I will go down now, and see whether they have done altogether according to the cry of it, which is come unto me; and if not, I will know.”



So God comes down in the form of 3 men; and visits Lot. And He does find out, when the local men come and want to have sex with them, that the report of sin is true. This is why God then destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah, after having warned Lot and his family to leave.



One of the openings for a spirit of homosexuality is abuse.



A lot of gay men have been sexually abused by other men. I had one friend who had felt compelled to compulsively re-enact that which was done to him years before. It is because of the spirit which came into him that drove him to do this.



I have never met a lesbian that had not been abused by men. The real issue is the unforgiveness for the abuse. If the person doesn't forgive, they could end up going to hell. So they need to deal with the forgiveness issue. If a person forgives whoever abused them, then they can be delivered of the spirit that came as a result of that abuse. 



Jesus did not condemn people. However, he made it clear that their forgiveness for sins was dependent on their repentance; turning from sin. When he came to the woman who had committed adultery who was surrounded by men who wanted to stone her, he indicated that he knew they were all guilty of sin.



He said “let he who is without sin cast the first stone.” Then he wrote something in the sand indicating he knew their sins. They all retreated after he did this.



Then Jesus said to her “There is noone to condemn you neither do IGO AND SIN NO MORE". John 8:11



He made it clear she was forgiven for her previous sins, but that was not a permission to keep sinning.



He said the same thing to another man he healed in John 5:14



We need to ask for God's help to keep from sinning. When we do that, He intervenes to protect us from sin and gives us the strength to resist temptation.



It is Jesus' blood that washes us from our sin and makes us holy. We are justified by HIS Holiness, not our own. By HIS sacrifice, his atonement for our sins. Not by our own works.



In order to stay holy and clean, we need to lean on him for strength and protection.




The Lord's Prayer, as quoted in Mathew 6 is Jesus telling us how to pray. It is something we should do every morning; that will affect what happens in the day.



Our Father which art in Heaven, Hallowed be thy name.


Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.


Give us this day our daily bread.


And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.


And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: for thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever. Amen.


Mathew 6:9-13



By “debts” he clearly means “sins, trespasses”, since the next line says:



For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:


but if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.” Matthew 6:14-15




Another version of the prayer is at Luke 11:2-4:



When ye pray, say “Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth.


Give us day by day our daily bread.


And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil. “



Here he uses the word “sins” instead of debts or trespasses.



All quotes from the King James translation.



The only good English translation is the King James. The more modern ones are corrupted & lack spiritual authority. They do not invoke God’s Spirit the same way.



Taking the bible literally – why I DO




Bible Translations – only the King James is Good




How God Guides us into Relationship with Him





Jesus said to love God and love your brother as yourself. Forgive others. Don't hate.



The issue is this. God does consider homosexuality to be sin, but he has made provision. He can deliver a person from homosexuality, just like any other sin. He doesn't condemn you; he wants to deliver you because He loves you.



Every person on this earth other than Jesus has sin nature and needs Jesus' atonement to be forgiven for our sins. It is His righteousness that justifies us in the eyes of God, not our own.



God's forgiveness thru the sacrifice of Jesus is a gift of grace. It is freely given to everyone. It is God' will that all would be saved. Anyone, no matter how big their sin, can be forgiven if they repent (turn from it and ask for forgiveness).



When we get saved, God changes us from within. Sometimes these changes are dramatic.



To be saved it is necessary to repent of sin, accept Jesus as savior and pray to be filled with the Holy Spirit. This is what being born again means.



Jesus said



"unless ye be born again, ye will not see the kingdom of heaven." John  3:3



We need to be baptized in Jesus name.



When we do so, our sins are washed away.



Jesus said



"unless a man be born of the water and born of the spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of heaven: John 3:5



This means we need to be baptized in water and baptized in the Holy Spirit.



We can't change ourselves. We need God's help. All we need to do is ask for it.



We can pray "Lord come live inside my heart, and change me from within. I give you authority over my life." When we pray that way, GOD will change us.



When I got saved, I was involved in a sinful sexual relationship. I knew that by getting baptized, I would have to stop. But I knew there would be temptations to sin. By getting baptized, I gave God authority in my life. From that time on, He intervened to keep me from sinning. When we ask for his help, He helps us.



The lord's prayer says "lead me not into temptation". Matthew 6:9-13 is the Lord's Prayer.



When we pray that every morning, God helps us that day.



In order to stay delivered from sin or affliction, we need to remove anything around us that would be a spiritual opening for temptation.



Bad books, music, art, occult objects. Romance novels, pornography, etc need to be removed. Whatever spirit inspires the books, music, art, will be around us unless we remove them. When we do, we feel released and God's peace will come.



The music we listen to is like food for our spirit. We need to protect our spirit from what we listen to, read and watch. TV, videos, books etc that are unholy are openings for those kinds of spirits to attack someone. We need to avoid them.



Heavy metal, rap, hard rock, techno-pop are demonic. Most pop. rock, blues & some jazz is contaminated by other spirits. Classical music is mixed spiritually - some from God and other spirits.



Worship music is the best to listen to. It invokes God’s Spirit.  But not all worship music is ‘annointed’. Some is contaminated by other spirits, if the musicians use any drugs which are an opening for it (caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, psych meds).



By looking at the words one can often tell what is being transmitted. If it is about negative things, it is better not to listen to it. Negative words can act like curses. This is true for worship music that talks about problems!



Words don't just describe, they invoke what we speak about.




THE POWER OF WORDS revised – ch 11 of Manual for Transformational Healing-God’s Answer to Psychiatry



All musicians who write songs, & writers need to read this. Our words affect whoever listens to or reads them & we are accountable for that.



When a person is healed, it is important not to re-confess the sin or affliction. That could re-invoke it.



If you make a mistake and say something you shouldn't , invoking a curse, pray "WASH ME JESUS" or "I Pray the blood of jesus over myself", or " I rebuke all curses in Jesus name"



If the performers on a recording were using drugs, unclean spirits will be transmitted thru the recordings. In contrast, when we listen to music by someone holy, a Christian who doesn't use drugs, we can feel the power of God, a Holy presence. The annointing of the Holy Spirit comes. I have felt this while listening to Christian musicians playing instrumental music.




Music is powerful and can uplift or oppress us.



It is God's desire that it be used to uplift and heal us. When we play worship music we invoke god's presence. Then he can spontaneously heal us. Saying the name Jesus invokes his spirit. Saying the name of the devil invokes his.



Mick Jagger said that whenever the Rolling Stones played "sympathy for the devil", bad things happened. That is why- they were invoking him.



Live music does the same thing. Performers with unclean spirits transmit them thru their music. If performers drink coffee or smoke, one can pick up an addictive spirit when listening to them.



God wants musicians to be consecrated; without sin or drugs, to serve him by playing & singing and thereby healing others and praying as intercessors. This is important, holy work. It is more powerful than weapons.





Musicians READ THIS Peace in Ireland



for a testimony of how God used me as an intercessor while playing music to pray for peace, which resulted in the Good Friday Peace Accords in l998. I was singing in tongues, having no idea what God was doing, but feeling the Holy Spirit on me with power.



WHAT KIND OF MUSICIAN ARE YOU GOING TO BE? Musicians are called to be prophets, intercessors & healers. Lyrics, Drugs & Mental Illness.



Many creative artists are gay. It is God's will to use their gifts, which come from Him, for His purposes- to uplift, heal others and pray for God's will on earth. When we do so, we feel the most peace and the most like 'ourselves' because we are doing what God actually created us to do.



When I am at a piano, I feel like I am 'home'.



Gay artists need to be delivered so that their talents can be used by God in a holy way, the way they were intended.



When we are using our gifts the way God intended for us, we will feel the most peace and the most “like ourselves” the way God created us to be.



I remember having the thought as a child "I am put on earth to do music and it is holy'.



I have played the piano & written music since 4, over 50 years.



Children have intuitions from God and see and experience things that are supernatural and spiritual. They are pure in heart, unless they get corrupted by others. We need to hold onto the inspirations we had as kids. Jesus said "unless ye become as a child, ye will not see the kingdom of heaven". He meant their purity and faith.



People need peace and quiet so they can pray and feel God's Holy presence. He doesn't compete with noise.



We need to avoid drugs; they are openings for unclean spirits as well.



This includes nicotine, caffeine, alcohol, pot,cocaine, heroin, lsd etc & all psych meds.



If one is addicted to anything or anyone, you can ask God to deliver you from it with no withdrawal. He can do it.



Jesus said "NOTHING is impossible with GOD." Matthew 17:20, l9:26



This is a promise to give us faith for all kinds of miracles.



Once we get delivered from demonic oppression, it is important to cleanse our environment so that we don't get reinfected. Spirits are like germs. They can jump around thru verbal or physical contact.



Ask God to tell you what to remove in your home, and he will tell you in your thoughts.



God speaks to all of us in our thoughts, thru the Holy Spirit which has been on earth for 2000 years, sent by Jesus from Heaven. Our conscience is God.



God speaks to everyone. So do demonic spirits, if we give them an opening. This is why we need to discern the difference, and remove anything that would be an opening. Avoid drugs, bad music, art, books, symbols, occult objects & sin. When we repent of sin, they lose authority to tempt us. When we repent of sin, we have authority to rebuke them.



God has created all of us to be his children and live with him forever in heaven.



I know heaven is real.



I lived in a church for 2 years, worshipping at night while playing the piano. I felt angels touching my head with their wings every night.



One time I was praying with 2 other people and we all heard singing, which had to be angels because there was nobody else there. God healed me and gave me a loud singing voice I did not have before. The more I thanked him for it, the louder it got. God responds to gratitude. The most effective way to pray is to thank God for something, before it happens. This shows faith.





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Talks about  where & how to pray, healing, symbols, hearing from God, assessing one’s environment to remove demonic oppression which influences our thoughts & feelings & causes mental & physical illness, how homosexuality IS sin but God can deliver one from it.



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Manual for Transformational Healing-God's answer to Psychiatry at



exposes atheistic psychiatry which falsely calls Christians & anyone with spiritual beliefs or experiences schizophrenic, a nonsense label, & their genocide by toxic drugs, which are DEADLY BY DESIGN,  and tells how to heal mental & physical illness.




Musicians & other creative people are spiritually sensitive. This can be a blessing or a curse depending on our understanding of why we are this way.



Chapter 2 What causes Mental Illness?



 of the book talks about how spiritually sensitive people are CALLED by GOD to be intercessors. They feel others’ pain so they can pray for them. If one doesn’t have the relationship with God that He intended, one won’t know how to do this. Consequently, the sensitivity can be oppressive. Hence many creative people use drugs. This is one reason why there is so much drug use by musicians.



A lot of them fall into the same trap as other sensitive people who feel spiritual burdens and think, wrongly, it must be their own psychological issues. Psychology has taught people that. Psychiatry which is atheistic, encourages this idea. But it is error.



Psychiatry says mental illness is caused by chemical imbalances. They use drugs to supposedly “treat them”. But this is nonsense. Mental illness is caused by demonic oppression, and Jesus is the answer. The drugs actually are openings for the demons; this is why people go to rehab, take psych meds, and are worse than they were before. Rehab using psych meds is NOT the answer to drug addiction; deliverance in Jesus name IS.



I always found it very odd that so many musicians used recreational drugs; to me, the creativity was such a high in itself that I couldn’t see why they saw the need.



But since drugs are openings for all kinds of spirits, many musicians use them to be‘inspired’. But I can say from experience worshipping God, that invoking the HOLY SPIRIT and God’s love is the biggest high imaginable, and trumps any drug.



Musicians often take drugs, get oppressed by demonic spirits and then write music that conveys emotional ‘angst’.



After I got saved, my music had more peace, because I had more of God’s peace in me and on me. The style of music changed. People always said to me, “when you play there is a peace on you”. I used to play the piano to put myself to sleep, since childhood, sleeping right at the piano. I would have dreams from God. Pianos were always alters to God, for me. The peace from God’s spirit is a different peace than the heaviness from alcohol or psych meds which is a stupor.



Jesus said “Peace I give to you, my peace I give to you. Not as the world giveth, give I to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” John 14:27.



When we get inspired by God, His spirit brings a peace & joy that is Holy, that uplifts ourselves & heals others. This is really God’s purpose for ALL music.



James 1:17 says “every good and perfect gift comes from the Father of Lights”.


Meaning our talents come from God and using them for HIS purpose will make us feel most “whole”.



I lived in a church for 2 years, worshipping alone at nite. God poured out His Spirit with power on me and healed me & gave me a loud singing voice I did not previously have. As I prayed for God to pour out his love on others, it came to me & filled me. When we pray for others, we pray the same things onto ourselves.



A lot of people who have mental illness issues have that condition because they have a sin problem. When they address the sin issue, they can be healed of the mental or physical illness.



Therapists & doctors who think mental illness is caused by chemical imbalances are wrong. The issue is the sin which is underlying. When that is addressed the person can be healed.



The mental health system is atheistic and doesn't recognize the reality of the spiritual realm and the reality of sin and what it causes. Hence, they say they don't 'heal' mental illness but just 'manage symptoms'; which is true.



If they don't address the spiritual level, which is real, they can't heal mental or physical illness. All they do is treat symptoms. Most medicine does this. It is ineffective at curing and preventing re-occurences.



Depress-- is a common effect of sin. We can rebuke the spirit which causes it when we address the issue that was an opening for it, spiritually.



Anti-depressants do not address the cause; they just treat symptoms. And most are ineffective- they make people worse . Antidepressants drive a lot of people to suicide or homicide. They are dangerous. I know people this has happened to.




Being BORN AGAIN is what we need to remove the heaviness of depress-



They say that depress- is often manifested as a heaviness. This heaviness is really due to the weight of our sin. It gets lifted when we repent of sin and are forgiven by God. When we get baptized, our sins are forgiven, washed away, and the heaviness is removed . We feel light.



When I got baptized, I felt light, giddy, joyful, like it was my birthday, I remember thinking.



It WAS my Birthday! My Spiritual birthday. I got "BORN AGAIN" which is what Jesus told us we need to do to see the kingdom of God!



“Except a man be born again, he can not see the kingdom of God”. John 3:3



I just had an insight about something that happened to me years ago.



The first time I went to a house church of the Vineyard Christian Fellowship, I felt a spirit of love flooding thru me. I got saved initially because of the worship in that church. Same thing happened with Bob Dylan.



The experience was so powerful that when some people asked me, after the meeting, if they could pray for me, I said ok. They held their hands over me and prayed "God of Abraham Isaac & Jacob, show her who Jesus is".



As they did this, I had a vision. I saw a skinny man in a loincloth climbing up the cross (obviously Jesus). Then I the same man or a similar man pulling a big twiny rope attached to a huge boulder. I thought of the Jews as slaves in Egypt. So I took it to mean Jesus sacrificed himself for the Jews who were slaves in Egypt.



This is the whole meaning of the Passover seder. It it filled with symbolism about this:



The Jews used to sacrifice lambs as an atonement for sin, according to the Torah, the 5 books of Moses. Jesus is called the lamb of God. They use a shank of lamb at passover. During the time of the passover, the Jews were told to put a lamb's blood over their doors, to protect them from the judgment, the plague of death that God sent to the Egyptians' firstborn. Jesus' blood protects us from judgment and curses spiritually when we pray it over ourselves.



The Jews use a matzoh, a piece of unleavened bread which they brake in 3 pieces .These represent the father, son & Holy Spirit. The middle one is broken in half and hidden. The children then look for it. This middle piece is called 'afikomon' a Greek word which translates "I am coming, or I have come"; a prophesy about the coming messiah, the sacrifice for sin. Most Jews do not know the translation of the word afikomon- they think it means 'desert'.



Jesus also called himself the "bread of life". He said unless you eat my body and drink my blood, you have no life in you. That is symbolic of the Holy Spirit which comes inside us when we get born again, which gives us life.



The matzoh is unleavened, because it has no yeast. This is symbolic of Jesus. He referred to leaven symbollically as sin, and said 'a little bit of leaven leavens the whole loaf" meaning a little bit of sin poisons the body". He was without sin, which is why the piece of matzoh representing him has no leaven. He warned his followers "beware the leaven of the pharisees" meaning, their sins & lies. They were the religious rabbis of his time.



Jesus came to set captives free. He quoted Isaiah 61 which says this and said "in this day this is fulfilled" meaning, he was the fulfillment of that prophesy, which says "the spirit of the lord is upon me and has annointed me to 'proclaim liberty to the captives'.



A while after this first prayer meeting, while I was attending this church, I had a dream one night. A bunch of Christians from the church were in my apt, blocking me from leaving to go see my boyfriend with whom I had been having a sinful sexual relationship. And there was a huge boulder on my bed, with a chisel next to it. It was apparent that they were chiselling away at the weight of sin that was breaking my rest. The rock represented the weight of my sin.



The bible says that 'he who sins is slave to sin". So the first vision I had was of the slaves who were slaves to sin, which Jesus came to be the atonement for, by crawling up the cross, to set them free.



The dream was also a reference to the scripture in Hebrews 12:



"wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God." Hebrews 12: 1-2




Another example of an illness caused by sin is cance--.



I read years ago in a journal of psychosomatic medicine that there is such a thing as a 'cance- personality' which they described as 'bitterness' - i.e. unforgiveness. They were right. This is the most serious sin that Jesus warned us about. He said in the Lord's prayer "if you don't forgive others their sins God won't forgive yours".


Matthew 6



So it is not surprising that people with that problem end up with somatic or mental illness.



When people with canc- repent of unforgiveness, they can immediately be delivered from the spirit of canc-.Using chemo or radiation may remove the symptom temporarily, but it often returns because the spiritual level has not been addressed, so the healing is only temporary. When we deal with the spiritual sin issue, we can be healed permanently, without a re-occurence of symptoms.



When we repent of sin, the devil loses authority to attack us with mental or physical disease.



You can pray "Lord Jesus, forgive my sins. Change me by your spirit. Be the lord of my life and fill me with your Holy Spirit. Thank you. "



Then get baptized in Jesus name. When we get baptized our sins are washed away and we feel lighter, joyful, cleaner.



Go to a Pentecostal or charismatic church where they believe in healing and pray in tongues. They would have the authority and power to pray for your deliverance from homosexuality.



In order to be delivered of demonic spirits & be healed, it is necessary to FAST. Both the person being delivered & the person praying for them. Jesus also said this. He talked about certain spirits that only come out by “prayer and fasting”. Matthew 17:21



This is in the King James translation. The more modern translations like the NIV, NRSV etc leave OUT “and fasting” which is why so many Christians don’t realize the need to FAST for spiritual authority.



We also need the baptism of the Holy Spirit, which is when the power of God comes and we pray in tongues. Fast for this.



When a person gets saved they can be delivered from Demonic spirits and filled with the Holy Spirit and the baptism of the Holy Spirit (as evidenced by talking in tongues) all at the same time. So you need to fast so that God can do all three.



I know people that went to church, got saved, filled with the Holy Spirit, talking in tongues, and were immediately set free from spirits of addiction to cigarettes & cocaine.



In order to fill us with the Holy Spirit, God wants to cast out the unclean spirits, since he wants our body to be a temple of the Holy Spirit & He doesn’t want to share it with them. Drugs bring spiritual oppression which the Holy Spirit doesn’t like. Cigs are an opening for a spirit of Depress-.



When we pray in tongues, it is praying by God's direction and not our own mind. And it strengthens our spirit to resist temptation. It makes us stronger spiritually.



I went to a Pentecostal church intending to be baptized in water. I was standing alone in the back, and God spoke to me about a sin he said I was guilty of. I repented. Immediately, the Holy Spirit filled me and I spontaneously started talking in tongues.



From that day on, something inside me was different. I had a holy presence (the Holy Spirit) in me. Previously, if I heard dirty jokes, it didn't particularly bother me. But after this experience, I could no longer tolerate it. It was revulsive to me.



If there is something we need to avoid, we can ask god to make it revulsive to us. He did this with me with coffee. I know smokers that have prayed this way to stop smoking.



God helps us to be Holy. We just need to ask.



In order to be healed, and get our prayers answered we need to forgive anyone who has harmed us. Jesus said "if you don't forgive people their sins against you, God won't forgive yours." Matthew 6



Unforgiveness can send a person to hell. People who have been abused need to forgive the person who did it, for their own sake. A lot of people have physical diseases because they have forgiveness issues. When this is addressed, they can be healed by rebuking the affliction.




A testimony of the reality of hell



I was in prison, in solitary. It was a taste of hell. The people next to me all had forgiveness issues. They had been abused. This was a warning to them to forgive so they would not end up in real hell.



God allows places on earth that are tastes of hell so we will believe there is such a real place. Wars, holocausts, jails and mental hospitals are all tastes of it. Jails and mental hospitals are run by demons. They are the devil's house. in hell, demons torment people. I heard people next to me weeping and wailing in emotional torment. God said to me, "spirits in pain". He was showing me what hell was like.



Bill Wiese wrote a book 23 minutes in hell. He is a Christian who God took to hell to make him a witness and write about it. He was tortured physically by demons in a cell, and saw people going into the fires of hell.



The prophet Ezekiel in the Old testament says hell is in the earth. Wiese's book has scriptures from Ezekiel on hell.



If one experiences angels then it would be reasonable to believe there is also a hell as well. If there is evidence of one side, it lends credibility to the other being true as well, since the bible says both exist. Jesus talked about hell being real. If he was the messenger of God that many believe him to be, then we need to believe his words. God does not lie, neither does Jesus or the holy spirit, all part of the Godhead.



My website has my original worship music where I sing in tongues:





Restoration songs – a prayer



I sing in tongues on it. You can feel God’s peace.



On youtube with lyrics:




Praying & Singing in Tongues IS of God & is for all Christians


How to be Healed, Saved & Born again (Jesus heals)








Has the chorus


“Let your people be restored. Fill us with your spirit, Lord”



If you sing along, you will receive the Holy Spirit.


The bible says that anyone who asks for it will receive it.  SO ASK.





on youtube with lyrics:



All instruments done on Yamaha PSR 363 electric piano (sax, bass, drums)



Chorus is:


Heal Us Save Us Let Us Be Restored


Heal Us Save Us Jesus You Are Lord




Ask in F



 on youtube with lyrics:


All instruments done on Yamaha PSR 363 electric piano (sax, bass, drums)






When you feel the Holy Spirit during worship, that is a good time to pray. The power of God is already on you. The purpose of worship is to invoke God's presence, then petition him with prayers.



The bible says we come into his gates with praise and thanksgiving, then petition Him.



As you listen to this music pray to be saved.



Ask God to forgive your sins, accept Jesus as savior, say I renounce Homosexuality and I rebuke the homosexual spirit in Jesus name. Lord, fill me with the Holy Spirit.



The angels rejoice in Heaven when sinners get saved.




Get Baptized in Water in Jesus name. When we do that, the weight of our sins is washed away. We feel light, clean, holy.




Message to Musicians who have sold their souls

Message to Musicians who have sold their souls





Many musicians have sold their souls for fame & wealth. The music business is run by people into witchcraft.  To advance as a priest/priestess, people have to become bisexual.  To get a record deal, people have to be into witchcraft.


The Illuminati who run the music business, are into devil worship.



John Todd, a born again Christian who came from an Illuminati bloodline family, says he was very high up (council of 13) and ran all the record labels. They all had prayer rooms where people pray demons onto the masters so the demons will go to everyone who has the records.  People who listen to these records are opening themselves to demons of homosexuality, lus-. It is a major way people can pick up these spirits.



Anyone who has become a witch and committed homosexual acts needs to repent of  BOTH in order to be set free from the spirits and to be saved & born again.



It is not too late for anyone to repent. Jesus name has authority over all demons and can set anyone free. The devil tells people that it is too late, but HE is a liar.



When I repented of sexual sin, God filled me with the Holy Spirit & the Baptism of the Holy Spirit & I immediately started talking in tongues.   I had prayed before that “God I need all the help I can get” to stop sinning (to end a sinful sexual relationship).  



Praying in tongues strengthens our spirit to resist sin; it is POWER FROM ON HIGH, as Jesus referred to it.  Everyone needs this HELP, or power from God, to live a holy life and to pray effectively.  There are many prayers that need to be prayed in tongues to get answered. 



John Todd said he also wrote checks to major US Christian churches. These churches preach heresies. Many tell gays they can remain gay & be ok with God. They say they don’t take the bible literally to justify it.  It is all lies. It is a disservice to anyone who believes this. They are leading people to hell, not heaven.



You can listen to videos on youtube on John Todd, Illuminati for his testimony.



One link:


John Todd - Demons behind the music




Illuminati Mind Control in Psych Drugs, Music & Education



Abby Rockefeller’s toilet company & Rockefeller social engineering





Gays are made that way by social engineering



Vaccines are making people gay


Birds are being made gay by mercury poisoning. Since vaccines have mercury, a toxic metal, which IS causing autism, they must also be making people gay.



The Illuminati social engineers want to depopulate the planet by 90% .  Gay sex is non-procreative, so it suits their agendas.   The whole population is being made bisexual and gay by the social engineers  through the music business, tv, media, education.   All education is indoctrination, social engineering. It is mind control.



This indoctrination GRIEVES GOD especially the fact that his children are being corrupted, made bisexual and gay.



I was sitting in a bank charging my laptop after Hurricane Sandy, when hordes of people came north from Greenwich Village, looking for power.  Two young gay men sat near me.  As I spoke with them, God said to me





The illuminati run music business is CORRUPTING the whole population for their own agendas.



Michael Jackson was killed because he wanted to expose it on his last tour.  A video of one of his last songs had the lyric which said “I just want to tell you that they don’t care about us”.  He was not only talking about blacks, but the fact that the global elite see the majority of humanity as serfs to control and eliminate.



For more on depopulation agendas of the social engineers, see article



The New World Order – Prophetic Warning to Jews, Christians & Everyone





Quotes showing the real agendas behind mental health & education


(they are mind control, genocide, atheism, world government)




Testimonies of Illuminati Defectors









on youtube with lyrics:



All instruments done on Yamaha PSR 363 electric piano (sax, bass, drums)



Chorus is:


Heal Us Save Us Let Us Be Restored


Heal Us Save Us Jesus You Are Lord




Ask in F



 on youtube with lyrics:


All instruments done on Yamaha PSR 363 electric piano (sax, bass, drums)








Let us all live together in peace & one accord


Let us all live forever in heaven with the Lord










Glorify Your Name






Restoration songs – a prayer



I sing in tongues on it. You can feel God’s peace.



On youtube with lyrics:




Praying & Singing in Tongues IS of God & is for all Christians


How to be Healed, Saved & Born again (Jesus heals)