ADVENTURES IN PRAYER - Testimony of a Prophet-Intercessor
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The old testament is filled with stories of prophets. God never stopped using them.
There is the office of prophet in the church.
In Ephesians 4:11 it says
“and He gave some apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, pastors and teachers;
For the perfecting of the saints,for the work of the ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ:
Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ: Eph 4:11-13
And God hath set some in the church, first apostles, secondarily prophets, thirdly teachers, after that miracles, then gifts of healings, helps, governments, diversities of tongues. 1 Corinthians 12:28
Presumably the hierarchy of authority is in the order described.
I lived in a church for 2 years, being trained as an intercessor and prophet. The pastor prayed over me “make her an intercessor”
An intercessor prays for others. A prophet speaks to them.
It is not always easy to know when to pray, and when to speak.
A lot of people pray for others and think that is sufficient, not realizing that God is using their prayers to prepare the way for THEM to speak something!
I often used to pray for God to tell them something in their thoughts.
One time when I prayed this, God said to me “I gave you a mouth, I gave them ears” Meaning, he wanted to use ME to speak it.
Intercession works. When you pray for God to tell people things, it pops into their head and they think it is their idea. This is particularly effective with people who don’t like being told what to do. They need to think it is their idea.
I’ve read that the secret to long marriages, according to women, is to let the man think things are his idea. The bible says that a wife should be discrete and pray, rather than nag. (to paraphrase)
I’ve read that not all intercessors are prophets, but all prophets need to be intercessors. Meaning, they need to pray to prepare the way – to prepare people to receive what they have to say.
I have also seen that fasting is necessary to have authority – to get others to listen to one effectively.
In the story of Purim, Queen Esther asked the entire Jewish people to fast for 3 days, so that when she went to the king to ask him to reverse an edict against the Jews, he was receptive. It worked.
The Koran was written 300 years AFTER the New Testament. God had already established the office of prophet in the church. This was intended to continue until Jesus returns to earth.
Mohammed came along and claimed to be the last prophet. This is a lie. He was a false prophet. Islam was a repudiation of Christianity. That’s exactly what the devil has always done. Lie. God says something, and then the devil comes along and says it’s not true.
The new testament says that Jesus was the son of god. That is his title. In Luke 1 the angel Gabriel speaks to Mary and says “this holy thing (inside your womb) shall be called the SON of GOD”.
“And the angel answered and said unto her, the Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee; therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God” Luke 1:35
Then the Koran comes along and claims that the angel Gabriel told Mohammed that “allah has no son”.
If Allah is God, then there is a contradiction. The only other explanation would be that Allah is NOT the same God as the God of the Jews and Christians. It is another spirit. Hence, HE has no son, since HE is not ADONAI, the God of the Bible. The case has been made that Allah invokes a moon god. The symbol of Islam is a crescent moon.
Names mean something. They invoke whatever spirit they pertain to. If someone was praying to God but used the name of the devil, do you really think that would not invoke the devil’s spirit? Of course it would.
This is how the devil works – he sends counterfeits of the things of God to snooker people. He will tell people that a certain name invokes God, full well knowing that it invokes another spirit.
This is not to say that God does not use Muslims for prophetic purposes. He does. There are Muslims praying on prayer rugs all over Manhattan sidewalks, as a prophetic sign to everyone to turn to God, and submit to God. Islam means submission.
Islam is being used as a call to holiness as a witness against the degradation of secular western culture.
Muslims don’t drink alcohol, smoke, run around in skimpy clothing that turns women into sex objects. They consider that as a sign of respect for women. They have a point.
There is error in every manmade institution, religious and otherwise. Every human on earth has the job of sifting through the ideas and information and trying to discern what is true from what is false, what is good from what is bad.
God has allowed truth and lies to grow together. But our job is to sift through it and discern what is true from what is false.
The bible says
“Prove all things – hold fast that which is true” 1 Thess 5:21
God’s provision for helping us to discern what is true is actually his gift of the Holy Spirit, which is the spirit of Truth. Jesus sent it to earth 2000 years ago from heaven. God speaks to us through the Holy Spirit, in our thoughts. God also told us, through Jesus that we need to be born again. This means having the Holy Spirit inside us.
Jesus said that we need that to go to heaven.
“Except a man be born again he will not see the kingdom of God” John 3:3
In addition to providing salvation through the Holy Spirit, having Him inside us enables us to get an internal witness, from God, of what is true or false, and know what God feels or thinks about something.
When something is from God, our chest often gets warm. If something grieves the Holy Spirit, it can cause chest pain. Lies or sin do this. This is God’s way of helping us to be holy.
The prophet Jeremiah explicitly said that God would make a new covenant with the Jews, to replace the Mosaic covenant.
Jeremiah 31:31 says this. It says “I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel not like the covenant I made with them when I took them out of Egypt, which they brake.. and I will write my law in their hearts and their inward parts, and every man will know me… and I will forgive their sin”.
This is describing being BORN AGAIN, having the Holy Spirit inside, and having our sins forgiven by the atoning sacrifice of Jesus Christ.
Jesus told his followers to preach the gospel to every creature on earth. Mark 16:15
Hence it is God’s will that all people be saved, born again. We all need this ultimately to be able to discern truth from lies.
When something is from God, it brings a feeling of Peace. Our intuition is usually god leading us. Our conscience is God. Trusting one’s heart is an expression that often refers to knowing something deep within one’s spirit, from a deeper place than thoughts.
People can be confused by thoughts. A person can read a book and think a particular argument makes sense. Then they read another book that says the opposite, and it seems persuasive. A lot of people believe the last thing they read or hear. This is manipulation. God wants us to know HIM so that we perceive what is TRUE and are not so easily fooled.
There are people put on earth who have always been keener to recognize nonsense for what it is, and see through lies. These are the people God has called to be prophets.
It has become clear to me that anyone who is named after a prophet, is called by God to be one. God inspires our parents to name us, often.
I am named after an old testament prophetess. Hence, when I say that I am a prophetess, this didn’t come from ME. Someone else had the idea, since I did not name myself when I was born!
Your name is often a sign of the call on your life by God! Everyone has a calling
Many people’s names indicate the call on their lives. Anyone named Christopher is called to be a witness to Jesus. The name means Christ-bearer. Same with Christian, Christine, Jesus. Completely obvious.
They are the children, and the teens with blue hair, the individualists, artists. Whoever is closest to 7 gets to be Head Resident Prophet, a rotating position.
All children have spiritual discernment. God sends them into families to help them hear from HIM.
Whoever is closest to 7 gets to be Head Resident Prophet, a rotating position.
Children perceive spiritual things, and see angels and demons, until they are told that this is just their imagination. That is bad. Indoctrination by parents, education, entertainment etc often ruins the God-given spiritual discernment that children have. The result is that they learn not to listen to it, and are more easily manipulated by others telling them what to do.
People who are called individualists and stubborn are usually those who resist this indoctrination.
To get closer to God, and know our callings, it would be helpful to try to remember what we knew at 7. We can ask God to bring to remembrance things we once knew about ourselves.
Children, because they are purer of heart, also have more authority with god to pray for others. If you need help, ask the nearest 7 year old to pray for you.
God sends “unplanned” children into families often because HE sees that they NEED a newer model to speak truth into that family, an uncorrupted voice. There are no accidents with God.
The bible says that God knew us before he formed us in the womb. Jeremiah 1
This means each person sent to earth has a purpose. To feel the happiest and most at peace, people need to actualize that purpose.
My mother once told me “When you find what you are supposed to do, it will be like you can do no wrong”. Meaning, there is a flow to it.
I had this experience in grad school at New England Conservatory. It was like summer camp. I wrote music that immediately got me the respect of the entire Jazz Dept.
I had a hearing with a judge when I was on the psych ward of a jail on LI. I asked God what name to use. A few years earlier, I had prayed for a NEW name, one that would not be contaminated by all the legal issues that had developed in my life, which was creating problems. He gave me a new name. When I was preparing for this hearing, God said to me “Use your given name”. I didn’t know which name he meant, since HE had given both to me! I told the judge my second name. That was a mistake. God meant the first one, since it was the name of a prophet and my argument to her was that I AM a prophet, so using my name would make the point obviously true, since I had not named myself when I was born. The doctor, a Muslim, had asked me ONE question to determine if he should drug me. He had asked “Are you a prophet?” to which I replied YES. Then he left the room. He was completely ignorant of the Old and New testaments and thought it was a delusion.
If I had simply told the judge “look, I’m named after a prophet in the Old Testament, so obviously someone else thinks I am a prophet besides me.” It would have been persuasive and she would have probably thought that made perfect sense.
I spoke to the doctor weeks later and told him I was named after an old testament prophet, and he asked, “Oh, what should we do – worship you?” He was thinking like a Muslim, since they worship Mohammad.
I lived in Boston for 30 years, having gone there to go to grad school at New England Conservatory for a masters in Jazz Composition. I lived in the People’s republic of Cambridge for 12 years.
One time I was standing in Harvard Square, wearing a purple furry coat, furry boots and a furry hat. Someone marched up to me and said “You Look like a prophet”. I knew God must have sent them.
People have come up to me for years with strange messages. Many of them were angels, I am sure.
In the old testament the musicians were prophets. They traveled around in schools, or groups. As they played, they invoked the Spirit of God, the prophetic spirit. The prophet Samuel told King Saul that he would come upon a group of musicians, and a new spirit would come upon him. This happened. When it did he was prophesying (speaking from God) and everyone asked “is Saul also a prophet?”
God told me that ALL musicians are called by HIM to serve HIM with their music. He had me write a book
In order to be a prophet, which is God’s mouthpiece, it is important that musicians and anyone called prophetically sanctify themselves, to avoid openings for lying demonic spirits to speak to them and through them.
God gave me the scripture from Jeremiah 15:
If you separate the precious from the vile, then you will be as my mouth
One of the key issues is drugs. All drugs which affect the mind are openings for unclean demonic spirits.
This includes caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, pot, lsd etc and all psych drugs.
If one uses these drugs and then asks God a question, there is a higher probability that a lying spirit will answer them in their thoughts! It is counterproductive.
I’ve had people tell me that God told them drinking coffee was ok. But that was not God – it was a demonic lying spirit that was around them from drinking the coffee! It’s a circular problem.
One needs to have clear channels to hear from God.
The word “inspiration” means “a spirit goes into it”. All thoughts come from the spiritual realm. The new Testament in James ch 3 says there are 2 sources of inspiration; from above or below. From God, or the demonic.
Demonic spirits transmit through verbal and physical contact.
Second hand drugs are also openings for demonic spirits. This means that sitting in earshot of talking coffee or beer drinkers, or smokers, opens one up to lying demonic spirits.
These spirits cause mental illness and physical afflictions.
Caffeine is an opening for spirits of confus-, agitat-, mani-, addiction.
Alcohol is an opening for spirits of depress-.
Cigarettes are BIG openings for negative thoughts.
To hear from God it is important to be somewhere quiet, or listening to worship music, which Invokes God’s spirit.
Reading the bible invokes God’s presence, his Peace, so that enables us to hear him to speak to us in our thoughts as well.
He travels around on a never-ending tour, just like the Old Testament musicians. He got saved in the early 80s. He went to China and sang Christian songs, exactly what God’s prophet should do – preach the gospel.
Dylan also has the same witness I do about certain things. The Jewish star is occult. It invokes unclean demonic spirits. Dylan calls it the Egyptian Star.
It is called the Star of David but this is a misnomer. King David never used it. His son Solomon got it from his Egyptian wives and put it on his shield. The symbol was used to invoke Egyptian deities, or false gods, demons. Dylan calls it what it really IS.
Dylan also has the same witness about psychiatry. He has said “It is all lies”. God told me he has some personal experience with it. Dylan needs to warn people about the evils of psychiatry when he tours. The drugs are everywhere, worldwide. They are deadly, by design. They cause mental illness, suicide, homicide. All the mass shooters were on them.
This means they can go to hell or purgatory instead of heaven. Many people lose connection to God on them, and their faith.
I could not pray in tongues on them. Praying in tongues is POWER from ON HIGH as Jesus described it. I have been praying in tongues for 20 years; it is the mechanism by which God moves and answers prayers.
Many people do not realize that their spiritual development is compromised by these drugs. They’ve never prayed in tongues, so they are not aware of the fact that the drugs impede their ability to do so.
In addition, the atheistic mental health system tells people that spiritual beliefs and experiences are symptoms of mental illness.
They are told that hearing voices is a hallucination, their imagination. It is not. Both God and demons talk to everyone in our thoughts. It is not imaginary.
Demons talk to us if given an opening. In addition to drugs, other openings come from our environment, or being in sin and not repenting.
Whatever spirit inspires music, art, books etc will be transmitted by that medium and just having it near us.
Whatever spirit inspires music is transmitted through that music. If it is demonic, then listeners get afflicted by it.
Unfortunately most popular recorded music is contaminated by demonic spirits. This is because the music business is run by people into witchcraf--. The record labels have rooms where they pray demons onto the masters of the records, to send them to everyone who listens to them.
This testimony comes from John Todd, an illuminati bloodline family member who became a Christian in the 70s. He says he controlled the major record labels. He says he was on the Council of 13, which answered to the Rothschilds, who answer to Lucifer, the devil .
His video on youtube:
He got saved in the early 80s. Put out several albums of Christian songs.
On 911 2012, he released an lp - TEMPEST. It had a 20 minute song TITANIC. It was a prophetic warning. Hurricane Sandy happened a month later, Oct 29.
Titanic was referring to NYC going down. Revelation 18 describes a city that is the center of commerce and the arts that will be destroyed in our hour, as judgment for her sins. One of the sins is her spewing of sorcery into the world.
When I first read that 20 years ago, I felt it was referring to NYC. Others have the same witness.
God told me 20 years ago to warn the Jews to leave NY and go to Israel. He gave me Ezekiel 33 which tells him to warn people of danger coming.
When I was in prison in 2002 God woke me up one morning saying “Tell them the sword is coming” Then I heard it again. I also heard PUTIN
I said to God “Why don’t I just pray to stop it?”
A year ago God told me, “It was stalled”
Putin could nuke NYC anytime.
I had a dream a year ago that there was a nuke in Connecticut.
Maybe the Sandy Hook Shooting was a prophetic warning about that.
The l993 world Trade center bombing was warning to repent and turn to God.
So was 911. So was Sandy.
After the l993 bombing, Phil Donahue had 2 people on his show. One woman had gone to church at lunchtime, and escaped the bombing. There was another lady who had gotten stuck in the building and had to walk down 70 floors, with a sooty face. Just looking at the contrast was an obvious message from God – those who seek HIM will be protected.
Just like God protected me, during Hurricane Sandy, near the Grace building.
It says in Psalm 91 that God protects those who seek him. “A thousand will fall on they right side and ten thousand on thy left, but no harm will come nigh thee”.
During Hurricane Sandy I prayed “God please keep the power on near me.”. God said “Stay by the Grace building”. I did. As I sat there, He said “Noah found grace in the eyes of the lord’ and “testimony”. He answered my prayer. All of lower Manhattan was flooded, and lost power til about 41st St. The Grace building sits at 42, overlooking Bryant Park . All of midtown had power, and was dry. There is a plaza on 43, on the other side of it.
Bob Dylan seems to have a temperament similar to mine. He spends a lot of time in solitude and is somewhat reclusive.
Prophets need to be alone with God, to hear from God.
Autistic kids are spiritually sensitive to unclean demonic spirits. This is part of their calling to be prophets.
Prophets need to discern spiritually what is God vs. what is not. People who are spiritually sensitive are more afflicted by demonic spirits. Everyone is affected by them, but people with that discernment are more aware of it. They are used as weathervanes to others who are less sensitive.
Autistic kids may not be comfortable being touched because they are acutely afflicted by the demonic spirits on others who use drugs, for example. They transmit through touch and verbally.
If the people around them stop using drugs, the kids will be more comfortable with contact.
Many autistic kids are musical savants. This is part of their calling as prophets. EVERY Autistic kid should be given an instrument, preferably a piano or guitar, at a young age – 4-7. They will be taught how to play by God. This is what happened with me. I played piano at 4, improvising, before I took lessons, at 8.
I remember having the thought, around that age,
“I am put on earth to do music and it is holy”
When I sit at a piano, I feel LIKE ME. Of course, I was created by God to do exactly that. But I also feel His peace when I do other things that he has gifted me to do, like write.
This is also part of the calling of prophets. To teach.
In Ezekiel 44 God says the prophet’s job is to TEACH OTHERS the difference between the clean and the unclean. To discern the sacred from the profane.
This is the majority of what I write about. I also spent 7 years in the public schools as a teacher. This only happened after I became a Christian. Prior to that I had no inclination to teach.
God called me into teaching after I got saved so that I could testify about God and warn kids about the demonic music and drugs that corrupt them. God gave me all kinds of inspirations on how to reach kids and inspire them creatively. I brought animal puppets and used them to inspire kids to write stories. They called me the puppet lady.
I taught all grades, k-12, every subject.
My job was not to work for the schools but to work for GOD in the schools. There is a difference. God has HIS purposes in every job that a Christian has.
I was a substitute. Subs have a lot of leeway in what they can do, since rarely is anyone looking over their shoulder to see what they do. It is a powerful opportunity for ministry.
I was a witness against the social engineering and indoctrination that goes on in secular atheistic public education. Some kids would tell me I was different than the other teachers. I was like an anti-teacher – to undo the damage of the others.
For years I have struggled with the dilemmas of being a prophet vs. an intercessor. Prophets are told to warn people of danger, and to repent of sin to avoid judgment.
Intercessors can pray to God for others to forestall judgment. For years I have been hesitant to say bad things would happen, since I did not want to make them happen by my own words. I became aware of the power of words to speak curses or blessings when my mom died in l977. She had walked around for 4 years after her sister died, saying the same thing would happen to her. It did. A self-fulfilling prophecy.
Warnings can act like curses. I have seen that it is often better to be oblique in warning someone about something so one does not speak onto them the thing one is trying to avoid.
In 2002 I was in solitary confinement in prison. God woke me up one day saying PUTIN. I knew he was president of Russia. God said twice “tell them the sword is coming” This was from Ezekiel 33, which He had given me in NY 20 years ago. He wanted me to tell people to repent to AVOID judgment. I said to God “Why don’t I just pray to stop it?”
A year ago God said “it was stalled”
A strong case can be made for the idea that those who warn about impending disasters can speak it into existence. If we go around saying someone is terrible, we make them worse. As a country we would be better off praying for our leaders rather than criticizing them. The bible says to pray for our leaders.
There are dilemmas involved with all this.
Being used as a prophetic sign like Ezekiel
The prophet Ezekiel was used by God to act out something symbolically. He was told to lie on his side for 40 days staring at a model of Jerusalem, as a sign that the city would come under siege.
God uses people prophetically to give messages by doing symbolic things, sometimes very funny and weird things.
He uses prophets not only by what they speak but their lives as a prophetic warning to others.
He has used me this way for years.
God has made me aware of things that were not commonly known yet, to warn others.
In l997 I hitched around the country for 4 months with truckers. I was in Florida, where I heard a radio announcement that the government was thinking of testing chips in jails and mental hospitals.
Then I was in a jail. It is normal protocol in prisons everywhere for people to get a tb shot to avoid solitary. As I was waiting to do this, a cold chill came on me. This was a spiritual warning . I did it, and then realized it was a mistake. I got out and my 2 friends who discipled me were viewing a video by Carl Sanders, a man whose testimony is that he is a pastor who is warning people about chips. He had helped design them in the 70s while working for the government as an atheist. Now he warns people that they are the ‘mark of the beast’ that the book of Revelation 13 warns about. A mark that an antichrist world leader will try to make everyone take in their right hand or forehead, without which no man can buy or sell. Cashless money. For control. The bible warns us not take it saying anyone who does will suffer eternal torment.
I had my dentist x-ray my arm and we both saw something. Sanders told me they tested them on military people in the first gulf war. They probably told them it was a vaccine. This is a warning not to take vaccines, since they will sneakily chip people. Also, the vaccines now have squalene, a poison that is designed to make people sick and die. The social engineers who are supporting these vaccines want to depopulate the planet by 90%. So they are using healthcare sneakily to genocide the planet.
Bill Gates,who funds vaccines in Africa, gave a speech at TED (see it on youtube) where he says the world population is close to 8 billion, but if we do really good job with reproductive healthcare (abortion and sterilization) and vaccines, we can get it DOWN. Came right out of his mouth. The real purpose.
Obamacare sneakily mandates microchips
Obamacare Sneakily Mandates MICROCHIPPING People
p.1001 calls for a registry of medical devices, pursuant to a 2004 FDA directive which called for “implantable transponders for healthcare info and id”
Nick Rockefeller told filmmaker Aaron Russo that his family, the foremost Illuminati social engineering family in the US, wanted to chip everyone on the planet for control.
John Todd and others have said the Rockefellers work for the Rothschilds, who answer to Lucifer.
Another example of God using someone prophetically as a sign is Abby Rockefeller, David’s daughter. I’ve known her for 35 years. She is a musician who I met in music school. This means she is also called to be a prophet. She owns an organic compost toilet company, Clivus Multrum, which is a prophetic sign that her family is social engineering this country down the toilet.
David Rockefeller founded the CFR, the Council on Foreign Relations, whose goal is to create world government. They are destroying the constitution and US sovereignty to do it.
The resume of a prophet- intercessor
I have a strange resume. It is the resume of a prophet.
I have spent a lot of time alone with God, since childhood.
Prophets spend time alone with God, hearing him and learning about him.
Moses spent 40 years in the desert.
I spent 2 years living in a church playing alone at night, training as an intercessor. I spent several months living in a temple, all fall and winter, playing the piano. That whole time the temperature never went below 50 and we had no snow. When one watchman is on duty, the whole city is blessed.
I took my act to a university chapel and spent months playing there during the day, and sleeping on a couch in a building next door.
During that time, God used me to pray for the Good Friday Peace Accords in Ireland, by playing & Singing in tongues. 1998
I spent 8 months in solitary confinement in prison, training in how to battle demons trying to abort my prayers.
I spent 7 years teaching in the public schools as a witness to what goes on in public education.
I spent 7 years leading my own jazz band.
I spent 7 years in psych wards, total, as a witness against the atheistic mental health system & their genocide by drugs, which are Deadly, By Design.
I spent 7 years in the church.
7 is a God number. He did this for a reason, as a witness and a testimony.
Out of my experiences in music, education and mental health, I wrote the article
It also has testimonies of others.
God first gave me authority over the weather while I lived in a church for 2 years, worshipping alone at night, being trained as an intercessor.
Whenever I sang “pour out your love/spirit” or “rain down your love”,
20 minutes it would start to pour. Like
clockwork, every night for 2 years.
The pastor had prayed over me “Make her an intercessor” So by HIS authority, God DID. Intercessors have authority with God for a lot of things.
I trained in intercession while living in the church, by seeing the results of my prayers. I would pray for certain people to get delivered from something, and then watch the next day in the service as they would go up for prayer, and fall down, delivered.
One time I noticed that if I ate something before praying, the person I targeted ran out of the service before the prayer started, and came back with food.
Intercessors affect the people they pray for.
God also trained me in intercession when I spent 8 months in solitary confinement in a psych ward of a prison from 2002-3. It was Spiritual Bootcamp. He was training me to learn to resist the tricks of the devil to attack my mind and abort prayers.
I launched supernatural prayers.
I saw supernatural signs in the sky – jet trails, as a sign that my prayers were launched. If I doubted or thought backwards to the problem, the trail would immediately fizzle. I would ask God what happened, and he said “It got aborted”
When I thought about an opposite idea, I would see another trail cross the first one – cross talk.
Cross talk aborts prayers.
Prayers are like launching rockets.
If people speak other words after one prays, it can abort them or act as cross-talk. This has happened to me many times.
He was showing me signs about what was happening in the spiritual realm to my prayers.
When I would pray the devil would try to attack my mind with doubts or other thoughts. God would coach me saying ‘Keep your focus’, ‘ignore’ or ‘rebuke’.
90% of the time he said “ignore”; 10% he said “rebuke”.
When I got out God said “use what you’ve learned”.
I HAD CANC- AND I REBUKED IT IN JESUS NAME AND IT LEFT.
Jails and mental hospitals are infested by demonic spirits, which attack people mentally and physically. They cause mental and physical illness.
The devil kept trying to attack me mentally to abort my prayers.
One day he attacked my physically. Suddenly a brown blob appeared on the back of my hand. 3 guards went by and saw it – asking “What is that thing on your hand?” So I didn’t imagine it. I heard in my spirit “Melano-“ I asked God – “WHAT SHOULD I DO?” (That is always a Good prayer to pray – God answers in our thoughts)
He said back “Pray for it to go away”
I said “I rebuke this melano- in Jesus name”
It was gone overnight.
All mental and physical illnesses are caused by demonic spirit whose assignments are the names of those diseases.
Jesus rebuked them and gave his followers authority do it . It works. I have done it. I have rebuked Canc, asthm-, depress.
Jesus healed as a testimony that he was the savior and God heals today for the same purpose.
The prophet Hosea said
“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge” Hosea 4:6
The rabbis have been lying to the Jews by omission for 2000 years, by not including in their normal yearly liturgy, chapter 53 from ISAIAH.
“For the transgression of my people he was stricken…my righteous servant shall justify many, for he shall bear their sins. …by his stripes WE ARE HEALED”
One day the other prisoners went to chapel for a service. While they were there, I started singing in tongues. I could feel the anointing of God on me. When they returned, they were running down the hall, screaming, “the church is on fire”. Apparently they had seen tongues of fire around the chapel. It was a supernatural thing.
On the day of Pentecost, Jesus sent the Holy Spirit for the first time to his followers as they prayed in the Upper Room. He had previously told them to tarry in Jerusalem for “power from on high”. As the Spirit fell on them, others saw tongues of fire on their heads. They also heard them speaking in their own languages. This was the first time anyone spoke in tongues. People who speak and pray in tongues are called Pentecostals because it happened on Pentecost the first time. Acts chapter 2 describes this.
Praying & singing in tongues is praying and worshipping by the direction and power of the Holy Spirit, not our own mind. It has multiple purposes. There are a lot of erroneous ideas about tongues among Christians. Many think it is one thing or another, when it is multiple things and has multiple purposes.
It is a supernatural prayer language where God directs us what to pray for. It is a channel the devil doesn’t understand or intercept.
God uses it to speak telepathically to us and others. Sometimes in a group one person will say something in tongues and God will give the interpretation to someone else. This is prophecy. He does the same thing when we pray alone; he uses us praying in tongues to then speak to us directly in our spirit, it is like giving US the interpretation.
Also in a group, someone may say something in tongues and whoever the object of the message is, understands it in their own mind.
God speaks to us telepathically in our thoughts. I was at a Brazilian church with 2 friends. None of us spoke the language. However, as the pastor preached, we all got the same message telepathically, by the Holy Spirit, in our minds.
When we talk to God, we can do it in our thoughts. He hears them.
Praying and singing in tongues feeds our spirit and strengthens us to resist sin. This is another reason Jesus called it Power from on High.
When we pray in the morning in tongues, we are less likely to fall into temptations.
I have been praying in tongues for 22 years, since I got baptized. I am persuaded that many prayers can not be answered unless we pray in tongues. It is also called praying in the spirit. When we do it, it empowers the Holy Spirit to move, and angels to move. Worship does this too.
One of the guards said that to me. I had told him I was there to escape.
I tried to pray my way out of prison by asking the Holy Spirit to TAKE ME SUPERNATURALLY.
I HAD EXPERIENCES WHERE I WAS OUT – while dreaming. Then I woke up back in my bed. I think dreams are astral projection, often.
I remember one time I was out – and then being told I needed to forgive the minister, hesitated and suddenly was back in my cell.
Was my body out of there? I think it was.
Jesus said nothing is impossible with God.
One day I launched the same prayer 4 times, for Steve L, a Christian friend of mine who had committed suicide to come back from heaven to testify to it and to tell the people who had put me in jail, to let me out.
I prayed for this because
l) Jesus told his followers to raise the dead Matthew 10:8
2) Jesus said Nothing is impossible with God Mathew 17:20
3) I knew this would spark a revival and doing so is God’s will
As I launched this prayer I could feel the power of God on me.
Each time the devil used a different tactic. One time he said “why don’t you pray for your own mother instead? (she had also died 35 years ago).
Another time I started to think – if my friend does this, people will be so distracted by questions to him about what Heaven is like that they will forget about me.
After this episode, God said to me, “did you really think I was going to leave you here?”
As soon as I would give into these doubts, the prayer would get aborted.
I had wondered if my friend even had a body, because he had been cremated. God said to me, “he has a glorified body.”
I had previously met another man who told me he had died and gone to heaven, and seen his own glorified body there. So it seems consistent.
Many people feel the anointing when they pray. But they don’t realize that a lot of those prayers get aborted due to cross talk from their words after the fact. The assumption that the prayer was successful is erroneous. They need to know this so that their prayer lives can be more effective.
I have been at prayer meetings where people went from one subject to another launching prayers. They seem to think that they are successfully launching all these prayers. I don’t think so. I think the talk from prayer #3 spills back onto the prayer #2 and contaminates it. God always tells me to pray one thing at a time, so the 2 don’t end up cross-talking each other
The women were weeping and wailing constantly. I heard God say to me ‘spirits in pain’. I became autistic – I rarely spoke to anyone because I didn’t want them to cross-talk my prayers or speak curses onto me.
One day someone told me another prisoner was a witch and I should talk to her. I finally did. She said “I can’t believe you’re talking to me.”
There was a girl who was shrieking in torment down the hall. One day I heard her say SOMEBODY IS SUPPOSED TO TALK TO ME!
I felt quickened that it was me. But I held my peace.
That was from God –what she said.
Another person kept talking about how she wanted to go back to the psych hospital I had first been at, where I wrote my book. I wanted no part of that.
Then on my birthday I was told they were going to court to petition a judge to send me to a psych ward, since I wouldn’t talk to the dr’s at all. One dr had come by and tried to get me to talk to her, and when I refused she looked incredibly sad.
So they wanted to send me. That was the last place I wanted to go. I spent 18 hours standing up next to the toilet, rebuking the devil telling me “they’re sending you” He would say it, I would rebuke it, and this continued for 18 hours. Finally I was told their petition was denied.
3 months later my sentence was over. They should have released me to the street, but they sent me to the psych ward! Apparently jails do this a lot and get away with it. I had refused to give them any information to make any discharge arrangements – I just wanted them to let me go with no information written down.
I arrived in the hospital and they knew me from having been there before. The head nurse was also a Christian. It turned out that the woman who had been shrieking down the hall in prison, was there. The nurse said “we’ll put you with her. Maybe you can help her.”
Obviously this was from God. If I had spoken to her in jail, neither of us would have been sent to the psych ward. This was plan B
We talked in the room and I got her to accept Jesus. She told me that her favorite song was Amazing Grace, and when she sang it her chest got warm. I told her
“that is the Holy Spirit”.
“Oh I thought it was the devil”.
She thought the devil was attacking her when she sang to GOD and Jesus. How sad. The devil was telling her lies and confusing her in her thoughts.
I told her that she needed to pray to receive the baptism of the Holy Spirit, talking in tongues. She left the room before doing it. The next thing that happened - she got engaged in a conversation with a doctor. He messed her up and she completely regressed and started screaming that she was going to kill herself.
So they restrained her. She was screaming DIE DIE from the bed. I should have gone near her and told her to sing Amazing Grace, to calm down. The thought didn’t come to me, then.
I was sitting elsewhere and eating something. They drugged her. Eventually they released her and she went into the shower room and drowned herself in the tub, trying to commit suicide.
Then she was sent to Mass General Hospital and was in a coma for a couple weeks.
I was thinking should I pray for her to get better? She’s better off in heaven. She died.
When they gave her the drugs, it just put demons back into her. The drugs are from the pit of hell. I was on that same drug many times and almost died from it. I had trouble breathing . Other times it would knock me to the floor and I couldn’t stand up.
That had happened to me at the Upper East Side hospital in Manhattan where I had to use every fiber of strength to lean on the sink in my bathroom and pull myself off the floor. I asked God “WHAT IS THIS?” and HE said “It’s the God of HAL-“
He was telling me IT WAS A DEMON - the name of which was THAT DRUG.
All I needed to do was REBUKE IT IN JESUS NAME. I didn’t figure this out until much later.
God had told me the first time I set foot in a psych ward as a patient
Sorcery by definition is the invocation of demons to control people. The drugs are the opening for these demons. All drugs which affect the mind do this.
SORCERY Is an Abomination to GOD, in Deut 18. It is the same as witchcraf-. It is mind control.
The purpose of the drugs is to control people, through demons. That is why the drugs cause mental illness –they open people to possession.
Deuteronomy 18 says those who practice sorcery will be cursed.
The word PHARMACY comes from the Greek root Pharmakeia. It translates as voodoo, sorcery.
The DSM, the psychiatric bible, calls many of the psych drugs HYPNOTICS.
They put people into a hypnotic trance.
It is all mind control.
Deut 18 also forbids HYPNOSIS – it calls it “charmers and enchanters”
When people are hypnotized they are susceptible to demonic possession and lying spirits.
Fluoridated water is Mass drugging. The Nazis used it to make prisoners docile. Fluoride is in all the anti-depressants and anti-psychotics. They also hypnotize people.
When I was at Pilgrim in 2006, some of the workers would tell a few of the other patients to stop me from escaping. It was like block and tackle. They couldn’t resist the command – they were hypnotized by the drugs.
I would try to reason with them by saying ‘ we’re in the same situation – why would you want to side with the workers?” But they couldn’t help themselves.
Nancy Webster and Jimmy Bennett died while at the hospital. The third one, Jay, died after leaving. He was on antidepressants and used to sit there staring into space. I heard that when he got out he drank alcohol and the mix of that and the drugs killed him. Antidepressants make a lot of people more depressed, suicidal. I think he did it deliberately.
Jimmy Bennett had the look of an angel. He had been a pimp, he told me. His writings were complete gibberish from the drugs. He could talk ok though. I prayed with him to receive Jesus and be filled with the Holy Spirit. Then he felt led to ask the doctor to take him off the drugs. The doctor refused. So God Took him home. God did not want him to be polluted with demons from the drugs.
There was a memorial service, and the Doctor, a Catholic, told me “Jimmy’s in a better place.” He was right. But it wouldn’t have been necessary For God to take him if he had just taken him off the drugs. God wants people to be holy and the drugs make people unholy.
All drugs which affect the mind are openings for demonic spirits, including caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, pot, lsd etc and all psych drugs.
All mental and physical illnesses are caused by demonic spirits whose ‘assignments’ are the names of those diseases.
Jesus healed people as a testimony that he was the savior and God heals today for the same purpose.
“Except a man be born again, he will not see the kingdom of God” John 3:3
Born again means being filled with the Holy Spirit.
To be saved and born again one needs to repent of their sin, accept Jesus as the atonement for our sin, as savior, get baptized in water for the remission of sins and pray to be filled with the Holy Spirit. And pray for the baptism of the Holy Spirit, which is Power from on High, as Jesus called it, evidenced by talking in tongues.
The day I got baptized in water, I was standing alone in the back of the church, the United Pentecostal Church. The Holy Spirit told me I was sinning a particular sin, I repented of it and God filled me with the Holy Spirit. I immediately spoke in tongues. Then I got baptized in water. When we do that our sins are washed away and we feel light. I felt giddy like it was my birthday. Which it was – my spiritual birthday. Born again.
There was no question something had changed inside me ; Prior to that when someone told me dirty jokes I was indifferent to it. After that, I could not stand it – it revulsed me because unholiness revulses God. When HE lives inside us WE feel what HE feels.
When something grieves the Holy Spirit we feel chest pain. When something is FROM GOD we often feel warmth in our chest. That is called “getting a witness of the Holy Spirit”.
In Jeremiah 31:31 God describes a new covenant he will make with the Jews, to replace the Mosaic covenant, which they broke, He says. He will put HIS law in their inward parts, and everyone will know him without having to be taught, and He will forgive their sins. This is describing sending Jesus as the atonement for sins and giving us the Holy Spirit – being born again.
That scripture came to me in a dream when I asked God if Jesus was the messiah. His Hebrew name YESHUA means SALVATION.
Jesus’ atonement for sins is ALSO described in Isaiah 53:
“For the transgression of my people he was stricken….my righteous servant shall justify many for he shall bear their sins, ..by his stripes we are healed.”
In l998 I lived in a synagogue for several months, all fall and winter. I played the piano praying for Jews. During that time, the temperature never went below 50, and we had no snow. When a prophet-intercessor is on duty, the whole city is blessed.
The best insurance against cold weather is to have churches open 24 hours and 24 hour worship in churches.
One night I had a dream, where I was telling the rabbis, “They have a right to know”.
One night as I played I started weeping. God said to me “I am weeping for my people”
He was letting me feel what he felt about the fact that they don’t know the truth and suffer needlessly. And end up in purgatory, like my mother.
In l995-97 I lived in a church at night where I played and sang, being trained as an intercessor.
God gave me a loud singing voice that I did not have before, as He healed me.
The minister had prayed “make her an intercessor” so by HIS authority I stayed there at night and sang and prayed for them
One night while worshipping in the church at night, I went to the door and stuck out my head. I smelled flowers. It was winter. There were no flowers at that time. I realized this was a spiritual sign – that God was saying my worship was a sweet aroma to him.
One time years ago while playing in the church, as I worshipped, the sun came out and I heard God say “I maketh my face to shine upon you”
20 years ago I had a supernatural experience in my car.
I was driving out to a service at the Framingham Vineyard, from Boston. I was driving west. I passed a sign that said Wellesley. Suddenly, I was going in the opposite direction 20 minutes further back from where I had just been. Supernaturally I had been turned around.
I didn’t know whether God or the devil had done it. I figured the only way to find out would be to go there and see whatever it was that I was not supposed to see. SO I turned around and went, praying For God to protect me from anything evil.
The Toronto Blessing had a spirit that was moving around all the Vineyard Churches. It has started at a Toronto Vineyard. That was happening in this church.
When I got there, strange things were happening. People were sitting in the corner, roaring and making animal noises, and laughing. Every time they roared, I felt something punching me in the stomach. This was not the Holy Spirit. It was a counterfeit spirit that had come into the movement and was dividing churches; some people thought it was God, others did not. Eventually the Vineyard Leadership decided they couldn’t justify these ‘manifestations’ as being from God, and asked the Toronto Vineyard to stop associating as a Vineyard Church. They changed their name to the Toronto Airport Christian Fellowship.
People from my church went to Toronto to check it out. The pastor and others. I had wanted to go with them, but he told me no. Then interestingly he said “Maybe you’re not supposed to go”.
It was the same spiritual move in the Brownsville Revival in Pensacola. The whole thing had started with a pastor from South Africa named Rodney Howard-Browne.
I had been in NY at a messianic congregation and went to the leader’s house. He put on a tape of Rodney Howard Browne for me to watch. He was laughing and drunk in the spirit. I felt pain in my hand and heard the word “carnivalish” . This must have been God telling me it was a counterfeit spirit.
When I went to Toronto I listened to tapes in their bookstore. One by Rodney Howard Browne. He was talking about loving to eat lamb. Right out of the scriptures that warn about pastors who are wolves who eat the sheep!
I remember when I was living in the church for 2 years playing alone at night, the Holy Spirit was all over me. I could feel angels touch my head with their wings as I sang every night. I thought “Why are they going to Toronto – there is Revival right here” But they didn’t know what was happening with me. However, the Spirit was moving during the worship in their service, due to my intercession.
One of the worship leaders said “God seems to be blessing us”
God had prophesied to me from one of my friends in the Brazilian church “I’ve put you in this church- I’m gonna use you to bless the church and judge the church”
So he used my intercession to bless them.
Another confirmation of that was the Prophetic Presbytery I went to on my birthday in Florida at the School for Prophets, where someone had said “You’re like the lifeblood of the church”.
When they threw me out, they were cutting off their own spiritual food.
I was playing in the subway in Kenmore Square. The church had thrown me out and I wanted God to rectify the situation. I screamed to Him
“DO SOMETHING!” and worshipped.
He poured. The whole city was flooded. My basement in Cambridge where I stayed, with an open window, got not one drop of water. Only Boston. The subway lights were ruined for a year in Kenmore Square. The church basement was permanently destroyed. Every time it rained, it flooded.
I met a reverend whose son was on the psych ward with me a few years later. He told me that he remembered that flood, and had said to someone next to him “This is judgment on someone” The Holy Spirit told him that.
I had been praying for the church, living there for 2 years. I was their protection. When I played there, angels came to the church. I could feel them touch me on my head with their wings as I sang, repeatedly, for years.
Every time they made me leave, stuff happened. The church was broken into.
Some of them thought I did it. I did not. God used an Act of God so they would know it was His doing and not me doing it.
This had ALL been prophesied to me, By God, before it happened.
I was on the worship team of a Brazilian church that met in the building. That was how God moved me into the building.
One night while resting on the couch on the second floor where the Brazilian church met, I suddenly felt pinned to the couch. I screamed for my friend to come. He came down and prayed in tongues. Then he prophesied to me in English “I have put you in this church. I’m gonna use you to bless the church and judge the church”.
Prior to that prophesy, one of them had prophesied to me “I’m gonna do something unusual’
Whether that referred to the fact that I ended up involved in 3 congregations, or that I was an American in a Brazilian church, or both; it WAS unusual.
A woman friend told me she had a dream one night where she was looking up my address, and found it as being listed R-2. (the name of the church). I lived there for 2 years.
God had given me a prophetic dream before all this where I dreamed I was on a boat, being told that I had joined the marines. I asked someone who I knew from College, L- “do we wear uniforms in these marines?” Then I asked how long I had signed up for. He said 3 years.
Then a voice said to me “you’ll have 2 years of peace between l995 and l997. And then…’ and I woke up.
The name of the minister was the same as the guy in the dream.
He used to tell me to stay in the church for a while, and I would tell him I was supposed to go to Israel. He said “let us send you”. I asked him how long he thought I should stay in the church and he said “I dunno – 3 years?”
I thought – MY DREAM!
This exactly happened. I lived in the church at night between l995-7, and in l997 they got a temporary order banning me.
In l996 God had spoken to me one night saying “I will cover you in the Holy Land” and “I have called you out”. So he was telling me he wanted me in Israel.
Just like the dream indicated, the whole situation became very volatile. It seemed that God wanted me to take authority and not be intimidated by threats. I believe this was all training for me to go into temples and not be afraid of their threats, in order to prophesy with boldness to them.
The pastor once said to me “You train for evangelism in the church” – so they were all playing a role to train me not to be cowed by threats.
In one of my early prayer meetings with the pastor, as I felt the Holy Spirit God gave me Ezekiel 3, which says God will make him a flint against their flint.
I knew I was supposed to be in the church, with or without their permission.
One night I was sitting at the piano playing, and someone went into the office right outside the sanctuary, and called the po’s. They came into the sanctuary and asked me “Are you supposed to be here?” I said “I think so.” They said OK and left.
I was amazed – God was showing me that if I didn’t doubt, I would have authority with the authorities.
Another prophet in the church, S-, said to me “you don’t seem to have any fear of the po—“. I thought, “I’m not supposed to.”
If you believe that then go down there
At that point, after having spent time in jails and psych wards over this issue, I was suspicious it was the devil trying to set me up and NOT God.
I didn’t trust that any voice talking to me was God. It may have been a lying spirit. I told God I needed a confirmation, a witness from the Holy Spirit that that was Him speaking to me.
Praying for a witness of the Holy Spirit outside had become confusing. Sometimes when the Spirit falls it is very fleeting, and if there was any breeze at all it was easy to wonder if it was just the wind.
I would run into doorways to pray so that I could be sure it was God and not the wind.
Is that the wind or the Holy Spirit? Praying in doorways
I use to run into doorways to pray, since when I was outside and the Holy Spirit fell on me to confirm something I couldn’t always tell if it WAS the Holy Spirit or just the wind. Finally I said to God – “I need an internal witness of when something is from you, so I can pray outside” He started making my chest warm as a witness. I would feel chest pain if something grieved the Holy Spirit, which can only happen from God, since He lives inside me, and every born again believer. But when I get chest pain I am not sure if it means God is grieved because I doubted something was from him, or the word I heard was from another spirit. 2 possible interpretations.
Several times I heard God say “too much doubting” It says in the book of James ch 1 that is a man wavers or doubts he loses his prayers.
I had been in Israel in l993. There, I had had a dream of playing a piano and people throwing me money.
As a dry run for returning to Israel, I decided to go to Miami.
So I took my piano and took a Bus. When I saw the name MIAMI on the bus, I cried. It was an 18 hour ride. As I was riding, God said to me “I didn’t tell you to go to Miami”.
I got off the bus in Ft Lauderdale. I was walking around and passed a dry cleaning office that had Christian signs. I went in and they told me it was a church in the back. I prayed with the minister. He gave me his card – it was called Second Chance church. It had the scripture “The Lord came to Jonah a second time”
This had to be God telling me, a second time, to GO to Israel.
I ended up meeting a Christian at a truckstop. He prayed for me and said “GO BACK”. I asked him what he meant. He said “wherever you came from, GO BACK”
This was not clear to me. I didn’t know if he meant Boston, NY or Israel.
Then he asked me “You’re afraid they’ll do to you what they did before, aren’t you?”
I assumed he meant Boston, and their having called the po- etc.
He said “go back. They will kiss you.”
One of the guys in the church HAD said to me “Go away – then come back”.
Then he said to me “there is a young man who has something to say to you”
I had had a friend outside the church, who he was apparently referring to. When I did go back, he told me to “temper” –
But I think the guy meant go BACK TO ISRAEL.
I was also apprehensive about returning to Israel because I had been raped in Jerusalem by an Israeli, who had then wanted to marry me. The whole thing was very strange because I had prayed for a husband at the wailing wall.
When God had said to me “I will cover you in the Holy Land” I kind of did not trust him.
I ended up returning to the church, and 2 people DID kiss me.
Before I returned, I did try to Fly to Israel supernaturally.
In l996 I prayed to Go to Israel for my 40th birthday off the beach in FLORIDA.
I had been walking down the street in Ft Lauderdale and asked God if it would be his will to take me to Israel supernaturally off the beach. He answered me. I passed a lady at a bus stop who said to me “PRAY. God answers the prayers of the righteous”
I ended up at Orlando Airport. There was a road to the beach called the BEE LINE. I asked god “should I make a bee-line for Israel?” The Holy Spirit fell on me. I went there and landed at Shepherd Park. The Lord is My Shepherd.
I was a mile south of Cape Canaveral. As I sat there, I saw the Space Shuttle go up! I knew it was a sign from God “I WILL TAKE YOU IF YOU WANT”
I had an electric piano with me. I figured it must be too heavy to go with me. I was trying to figure out if I should leave it and start walking by faith. Or just stand in one spot.
When we do something in, faith that is when the Spirit moves.
It is often when we Start acting in faith that we FEEL the Holy Spirit as a confirmation. It also means God is anointing us to Do whatever.