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When we reflect on our lives, it can become evident that God has sent many people to warn us or guide us. Once one understands that God does this, one can reflect back and remember instances in our lives where He was clearly leading us. He is closer to everyone than many people realize.




First, go to a quiet place.  God speaks to us in our thoughts and we need to be somewhere where we can easily hear him and not give openings to demons to speak to our thoughts instead, by having music or tv, etc. around. Noise can drown out the voice of God.




The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth, and can bring all things to remembrance to us.  He knows everything and can tell us whatever we need to know.




All anyone has to do is think of the mistakes they have made in their lives.  Life is full of them; we all make them. It is how we learn.




Ask God to remind you of your mistakes.   Make a list.




Then Ask him to remind you of the ways he used to warn you not to make them.




There are 3 ways he does this:




He talks to us directly, in our thoughts. Our conscience is God.


So the first thing he would use would be our own conscience.




The second would be through other people.  If we don’t listen to our conscience, God will send someone else to tell us.  Often more than one, the same thing.  Think!    Before you made that choice, did somebody tell you not to?




The third thing is by circumstances; he can create hindrances or obstructions to the thing we are trying to do, because it is not His will or is a bad idea.  Like, you’re trying to go somewhere, and the car doesn’t work.




As I wrote my book


Manual for Transformational Healing-God’s Answer to Psychiatry,  which God had me write to expose atheistic psychiatry & their genocide by drugs, He would use the computer to correct me if I was saying something wrong;  it would go goofy on me and give me error messages.  Pretty obvious.  Other times I hear him say ‘don’t write that.   The books is free:




Manual for Transformational Healing-God’s Answer to Psychiatry



Exposes atheist psychiatry which falsely calls Christians & anyone with spiritual beliefs or experiences schizophrenic, a nonsense  label, and their genocide by drugs which are Deadly, By Design, and tells how to heal mental and physical illness through prayer & worship.






One time I was writing something on the computer.  God spoke to me and told me to take the kid next door to church.   I said “but I’m right in the middle of this!”    The next thing that happened, smoke came out of  the computer.  God meant business.  He has his priorities.




After contemplating the mistakes, then ask yourself, was there a judgment that FOLLOWED this mistake?  That was also a message from God to say, see, it was a mistake, as an object lesson and a warning not to repeat it. 




Like sexual sin.  It leads to disease.  We can be healed when we repent of the sin.   I had slept with two people in one weekend and got a sexual disease.  One was my boyfriend (who lived with someone else) and the other was someone I had just met.  The next day, I had this huge outbreak of  her--.  Pretty obvious connection.




Later, after being saved, I repented of sleeping with both of them.  Heat went through my body and God said to me “don’t do it again or it will come back”. 




Jesus also said, when he healed people,




go and sin no more, or a worse thing will come upon you.” John 5:14.




So this was scriptural.  Healing is conditional on repentance from sin, turning from it.




Now look at your list of mistakes.








Nobody hasn’t made mistakes. And I seriously doubt that everyone hasn’t been warned, one way or the other.




This is your personal proof that God exists - the testimony of your own life.




How God Guides Us into Relationship with Him



This is a testimony of  how God used strangers to give me guidance, messages of somewhere he wanted me.  Because I missed the original cue, He had to use alternate plans.   It was all designed to lead me to meet Christians, go to church, get saved & be discipled.




I wanted to move to a particular city.  I felt peace there as I rode my bike there.  Later, I realized that I felt peace there because God was calling me there.  Feeling peace is often a sign that we are where God wants us, or doing what he wants us to do.  It is a sign of his presence.




I met a stranger there one night who told me, after I said I wanted to move there,  to go to a particular green house.




When I asked why, He said “I have no idea”.   I went there, knocked on the door and nobody answered.  I kept walking. There was a parking lot and then another apartment building. The super was in front, & I asked if he had an apt. He did. I moved in.  Lived there 12 years.  




10 years after having moved there, a relative gave me a car.




Now I needed a parking spot.  It turned out the people who owned the lot next door also owned the green house, so I met them. The guy was a Christian, & invited me to his church.  I remember asking him, “do they talk in tongues in your church?” I had heard about it and was interested in anything strange. He said yes.  It was a Pentecostal church. Pentecostals pray in tongues.




But it took me a year to go there, because I kept getting distracted by the relationship I was in (by the devil).   The guy should have just invited me to chat in his apartment, become my friend. That would have helped.




He kept inviting me to the church. Finally I went.




I prayed for a teacher, and God sent a Russian Pentecostal who had come to the US for religious freedom, to his church, who then moved into the house. I used to visit both of them every night, reading the bible and praying. The Russian had a peace around him that was palpable, and magnetic. I wanted to know how he got it; it was his relationship with God & Jesus. He had a holiness and gentleness that was like being with Jesus.




During the interim time, before I met them, I had been reading new age books for 10 years and gotten into an emotionally painful sinful sexual relationship that would have been better to avoid.   ( a love triangle).




One day, while visiting them, I had the thought,  “Gee, I was supposed to meet them 10 years ago”. 




Then God spoke to me and said “you didn’t have to go through all that”.




This meant,  if  I had obeyed his original directive exactly, moving into the house that he had said, not next door, I would have avoided all that and gotten saved 10 years earlier!  Because I missed the original cue, he had used plan B!




In addition, it had taken me a year to actually visit this guy’s church. God often uses 2 witnesses to tell us something.




Because I was involved in new age things, God sent someone to meet me there. 




I was marketing tapes of my music & stories at a new age fair. Someone met me who was an artist, and took my tape to his mother, who was also an artist, who designed a cover for me, for free.




This was the first time someone had done something like this for free; it was because she was a Christian. So we became friends, and she suggested I visit another church that her other son went to. It was the Vineyard Christian Fellowship. I went to a house church prayer meeting where the worship was so powerful that a Spirit of love went flooding through me as they worshipped Jesus. There was a heavenly glow on their faces & I remember noting that nobody there had bad skin.




At the end of the meeting people prayed over me for God to show me who Jesus was, and I immediately had visions of him.




Then I asked God to tell me if it was true Jesus was the messiah. I had a dream where I was shown 2 scriptures, Jeremiah 31:31 & Zech 12-14.




Jeremiah 31:31 says God will make a new covenant with the Jews, not like the one they broke when he took them out of Egypt, and he will forgive their sins.




A Jewish Christian came to visit me one day and prayed over me, and I felt a tingly energy on me. I said “what’s that?” She said “the Holy Spirit”.






The moral of this story is, if someone invites you to church, it is not random, it is God using them to direct you!




God speaks in 2’s and 3’s as a confirmation of something, often. Sometimes the thing clicks the second or third time. We go, “hmm, I wonder if that’s God…




The bible says to let everything be established by 2 or 3 witnesses. Deut 19:15




This is why Jesus sent his disciples out in 2’s to preach the gospel. The Jehovah’s Witnesses & Mormons do this.




It establishes credibility when 2 testify to something.




The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth. It has been on earth for 2000 years, since Jesus sent it from Heaven.  It is also a second witness of anything said.   It can confirm that something is true.   If something is said that is true, often the Holy Spirit will fall to let us know. It can feel like a tingly energy on our head, often briefly falling.




If we ask for a witness of the Holy Spirit, this can happen. For those who are born again, He lives inside us.  (that’s what it means to be born again and Jesus said everyone needs to be born again to go to heaven).




When the Holy Spirit is inside, we can get a positive or negative witness very easily.  If something is OF God, we often get a warm feeling in our chest.




If something grieves the Holy Spirit, like a lie, then we feel chest pain. Sin also does this.




Knowing how God feels about something is not mysterious, once we are born again.  We feel his feelings about things, when he wants us to. I have had experiences of weeping when God was showing me how he felt about something.




One time while living in a temple and praying for Jews, I started to weep and heard God say to me, “I’m weeping for my people”. 




As far as abortion or homosexuality or any issues, God lets his people know how he feels about it directly by his spirit.




Those who are not born again are the ones who are in error and have no idea what God thinks about these things.








He speaks to everyone in our thoughts, by the Holy Spirit which has been on earth for 2000 years.




It is normal Christian theology to ‘hear voices’.  It is NOT psychosis.




Jesus said “my sheep hear my voice”  John 10:27




Psychiatry is based on an atheistic worldview.  They define hearing voices as a symptom of psychosis. Anyone who claims to hear God or demons is thought, by them, to be psychotic and often gets labeled schizophrenic.  This is pure nonsense.  They are theologically ignorant, many of them.




Anyone who has thoughts, hears voices.  It is the same thing.






All thoughts come from the spiritual realm. The word ‘inspiration’ means ‘a spirit goes into it’     Both God and the devil can speak to people in our thoughts. The issue is knowing which is which.


The book of James chap. 3 (NT) says there is wisdom from above and wisdom from below.




Asking for a witness of the Holy Spirit, and recognizing it, helps us know when it is God.




Knowing the bible is important because God usually quotes his word. The devil can too, but usually distorts it or takes it out of context.


God does not say things that contradict his word.  So if we know the bible we are more able to tell if it is God or a lying spirit. The bible is the standard God gave us to judge voices, to have that discernment.




Also we need to avoid giving demonic lying spirits openings, permission, to speak to us.  This involves assessing one’s environment and removing things that do, and one’s behavior.  




Any unrepentant sin is an opening for lying spirits.   All drugs which affect the mind are also. This includes caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, pot, lsd, etc & all psych meds.




Music, tv, radio etc are all openings for other spirits.


It is always best to pray where it is quiet.  God can override any noise, but it is better not to give the devil an opening.  Very often God doesn’t speak unless we are somewhere quiet, because he doesn’t want his words to get linked to something demonic where there is noise. So he waits. 




Often when I ask him a question about something, his answer is NOT HERE.  Meaning , go somewhere quiet to have this conversation. I understand why.




Any books, music, art are ‘inspired’ by spirits.  Whatever spirit inspires them, is around them. So being near them is an opening for them to speak to us.  If we have books around us that lie about God & Jesus, that is an opening for lying spirits to talk to us.  One should remove all new age and occult books. They are filled with lying spirits.




Music is inspired by spirits and transmits it when we listen to it.  Having it near us also does this.  Anything contaminated by demonic spirits needs to be removed.




Apparently, all pop music is contaminated  by demonic spirits.




See video link


John Todd-Demons Behind the Music




According to this l970’s  testimony of a man named John Todd, a born again Christian who came from an illuminati bloodline family, he ran the music business.  The Illuminati are devil worshippers. He says he controlled all the record labels before he got saved.




They all had prayer rooms where they would pray demons onto the masters of all the records, to get spiritual control over people who bought and listened to the records.  This makes them accursed objects.  They bring curses on whoever has them.  They need to be removed, because they are openings for lying demonic spirits. This can cause mental & physical illness and affect everything we do, including relationships, work, etc. 






Listening to this stuff  in stores & restaurants opens one up to spiritual contamination. The whole population is being poisoned spiritually and mind controlled by this demonic accursed music which plays in stores.   It is involuntary mind control. People have a right to demand quiet.  And people who work in these places are being abused. It is a health hazard. It causes mental illness and physical afflictions, among other things.





Illuminati Mind Control in Psych Drugs, Music & Education





The solution to this type of problem is to pray to be cleansed of any demonic oppression after one shops, to remove it.  The prayer


“WASH ME JESUS” is one I pray. I also rebuke anything unclean in Jesus name.




Buying things in places where they play this music opens one up to spiritual oppression. It affects our thoughts, health, etc.   One needs to pray over the stuff to cleanse it.  Sometimes just blessing it in Jesus’ name is enough.




This is also why it is important to bless the food one eats in restaurants where they play music. Otherwise one can pick up demonic oppression. 




See more about this:




WASH ME JESUS – Cleansing Prayers



The best place to pray and hear from God is out in nature. It is spiritually cleaner. That’s why people feel more peace there.  It is God’s peace that they feel, His presence.




That’s why people call the mountains “God’s country”.






Some people have said they asked God to let them know if he was real, But God didn’t answer. But then they tell me that they met someone who was a Christian. This WAS God’s answer. He sends people to be witnesses and teach us about who he is. Often he talks to us in our thoughts, but a lot of people don’t realize he IS talking to us in our thoughts.




God says in Deuteronomy 4:29


“If you seek me with your heart and soul and mind, you’ll find me.”




Proverbs 8:17 says “I love those that love me, and those that seek me early shall find me.”




“Seek ye first the kingdom of God & his righteousness and all else will be provided.” Matthew 6:33




I had powerful encounters with God at the Vineyard, because the worship was very anointed and invoked His spirit in a powerful way. Their music is used in many churches and has revolutionized worship over the last 25 years.




You can listen to their music on youtube.  See links below.




Bob Dylan also got saved through the Vineyard. They are a charismatic church that  believes in tongues, & healing.


Charismatic & Pentecostal churches believe in tongues, & practice it.




I have been praying in tongues for 22 years, since I got baptized.




Go to a Pentecostal or charismatic church – that is where the power of God is. You will meet people who have testimonies of having been healed, & having prayers answered.  They believe in the literal truth of the bible. 




The mainline churches don’t take the bible literally, hence God does not move with power in those places, and they don’t have the same kinds of testimonies of healings & God answering their prayers, since they don’t preach the truth. When people lie about God’s word, it grieves his Spirit. It is sin.




Hence, he does not pour his Spirit out in those places. It becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.




They need to repent of their error in order for him to do so.




Taking the Bible literally – why I Do


Jesus said




the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life. John 6:63




I am the way, the truth and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. John 14:6




Jesus said




“Abide in me and I in you  John 15;4


meaning, if we read God’s word, His spirit will come to us.




if ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.” John 15:7




It is God’s Will for all to be saved & born again.


Born again means being filled with the Holy Spirit.





How to be Healed, Saved & Born again (Jesus Heals)




Spiritual Wisdom Revised


talks about assessing one’s environment for demonic influences, healing, how & where to pray, hearing from God, symbols, homosexuality is sin & how to be delivered from it.








I rebuked Jesses Ventura’s Tsunami by Praying in Tongues



I caused a tornado by praying the wrong prayer



Do you believe God speaks to you? He DOES in your thoughts



Bible Translations – only the King James is Good



How to Find out God’s Purposes for Situations in our Lives



THE POWER OF WORDS revised ch 11 of Manual for Transformational Healing-God’s Answer to Psychiatry



Letter to a Scientist-atheist



Christopher Hitchens did not have to die – he was called by JESUS to testify to HIM


You want witnesses that God is Real and Answers Prayer? How about Half of Manhattan? A Passover Story




Your name is often a sign of the call on your life by God! Everyone has a calling




ADVENTURES IN PRAYER – testimony of a prophet-intercessor


(my very strange life Book in Progress)









on youtube with lyrics:



All instruments done on Yamaha PSR 363 electric piano (sax, bass, drums)



Chorus is:


Heal Us Save Us Let Us Be Restored


Heal Us Save Us Jesus You Are Lord




Ask in F



 on youtube with lyrics:


All instruments done on Yamaha PSR 363 electric piano (sax, bass, drums)








Let us all live together in peace & one accord


Let us all live forever in heaven with the Lord










Glorify Your Name







Restoration songs – a prayer



I sing in tongues on it. You can feel God’s peace.



On youtube with lyrics:


How to be Healed, Saved & Born again (Jesus heals)



Praying & Singing in Tongues IS of God & is for all Christians